● I'd Lose Myself ● | Kosta X Reader(Y/n) | {X}

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Chapter 10 : Jealousy
> Kosta's POV 2 <

"You didn't tell me you had a sister Kosti."

"Yeah sorry about that."

"What's her name though?"

"Danica."

I rest my head on my palm supporting it with my elbow. I stared at her in that position, admiring her unique beauty. I'm only comfortable with eye contacts around her, not anyone else. It's just that her presence makes me calm.

She didn't break the eye contact, instead she made it more intense. "That's a beautiful name." She smiled and does the same position as mine. That made me fold and lose my cool. I broke the eye contact first to stop myself from blushing more but I couldn't. Why did she do that anyway? She's so cute...

"Cutie pie.." I mumbled quitely so she wouldn't hear it but I was wrong. "Eh? Did you say something?" I sighed in relief knowing she didn't hear it properly but how did she hear that? I made it really quite.

"Nothing." She hums and nodded. I stayed quite and rested my head on my arms on the table facing the window beside me. I watched children play outside and have fun with their friends while listening to the chatter of my classmates around me. I can hear y/n's voice talking to someone beside me. I guess I was the only one quite in the classroom. I didn't bother to look around me but when I heard that familiar voice near me it made me jolt and turn around to see y/n talking with Andrija.

Huh...

I watched and listen to their conversation carefully but did not made it obvious because they'll think I am eavesdropping on their conversation.

"Really Andrija? That's nice!!" Andrija smiled and rubs his neck flustered by her compliments. I can see that he was blushing at her. Every actions he made around y/n was really obvious, he likes her. It just annoys me in every way as possible and I don't know why...

I decided to get y/n's attention before this gets worse.

What did I mean by worse?

"Hey y/n." I interrupted their conversation. Y/n transferred her attention to me and looked at me confusingly. "Yes Kost-" I grabbed her wrist harshly and stood up to drag her outside the classroom. Andrija just watched me drag her confusingly, he thought it was something important so he let me be. Maybe?

I let go of my grip from her wrist gently when we were finally outside the room. "What was that Kosta..?" Y/n rubs her swollen wrist and looked at me confusingly. Wait did I gripped her wrist too hard..? "W-wait.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you!"

"Y-yeah it's fine." She tuck her swollen wrist on her pocket. "Why did you drag me here anyway?" She brushes her hair with her fingers while waiting for my respond.

I looked down and caress my soft hair gently. I thought to myself, why did I do that? I even harmed her and now I can't explain why I brought her here. This is so embarrassing.

...

I finally had the courage to look at her after a few minutes of her waiting for me to say a word. "I just wanna say that I don't know exactly why I did that too.." I rub my nape with my hand because of embarrassment.

Y/n widens her eyes and stared at me, her eyes were filled with bewilderedness and amusement. "Really?"

There was a moment of silence until she chuckled to break that awkward moment. I sighed and cleared my throat before saying anything. "What?" I was confused why she was chuckling. "Nothing~" She said smiling at me. I then focused my eyes to her smile. I realized she was much more cuter when she laughs and her beautiful angel voice was music to my ears. I loved it. I could listen to her laugh everyday.

"You must've wanted to skip class Kosti?"

"Eh yeah maybe.. But nevermind that.. I don't want us to get in trouble." I agreed at her theory to not make it more complicated anymore. I think that's the reasonable reason she could only think of when I grabbed her outside when the class was about to start. I smiled and opened the door to let her get inside first. She pinched my cheek using her hand where her wrist was swollen. "I think we should treat that after class y/n."

"No thanks, I'm fine." She went inside and walked towards her seat. I closed the door and followed her.

"If you say so.."

...

"Ouch stop that Kosta!!" She hisses in pain and tried to snatch her hand away from me when I stopped her from doing so. "We have to treat this or else your family would be worried about you." I softly wrapped the white cloth around the swollen part of her wrist and placed it gently on the table. She pouted and hides her swollen wrist on her pocket hoodie. "Thanks I guess.."

"No need to thank me.. I was the reason why it got swollen anyway." I pat her head while looking at her with a worried face.

"Apparently you're right.. But I know you didn't mean it so it was not really your fault." She touched my hand patting her head and faintly squeezed it. I stopped what I was doing and immediately snatch my hand away from her grasp. "Eh what's wrong?" She tilted her head slightly while staring at me.

"Nothing..." I looked away in a different direction and pondered about what happened a while ago.

Did she just touched my hand or am I dreaming?

I smelled my hand that she had contact with and it smelled like her vanilla perfume. That's something that made me feeling fuzzy on the inside. Her scent really smells like heaven that I wanna hug her so bad but I can't. I'm still not used to physical contact with women...