𝙉𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙇𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙂𝙤 | Taekook

the jumbled feelings

Jungkook was freaking out.

"I kissed my client's boyfriend", he mumbled.

But Tae was still engrossed in his moment of bliss. The sight before him, too captivating.

The ravenette with swollen parted lips, flushed cheeks, still breathing heavily and eyes laying low out of shyness. He couldn't believe his fate. Jungkook kissed him! They kissed! Was it good? Oh hell yeah! It was freaking amazing! Taehyung wanted to scream at the top of his voice and claim his feelings for the younger in front of the entire Universe.

But... Jungkook?

Holy shitting shit! What did I do? Couldn't you control yourself? He mentally screamed at himself.

No! His heart protested. I couldn't control myself! That guy is freaking irresistible!

I fucking would do that again! The younger pouted as his mind and heart were now at war.

"Bambi?", Taehyung, tried looking in the eyes of the younger, concerned at the changed demeanor. Jungkook quickly snapped out of his thoughts. Blinking a few times.

What the blue hair didn't expect was Jungkook wasn't meeting his gaze. He kept avoiding the eye contact. It didn't look like he was shy anymore. It looked more like, REGRET?

Was Jungkook regretting the kiss? But he initiated it! Was he imagining Jimin while kissing me?

Taehyung wanted to bury himself alive at the thought. He was bold but not bold enough to handle thoughts like that, the moment which was heavenly for him was actually a regret for the younger. No! That can't be! The elder felt disappointment creeping through his body. Killing the good mood. But he had to settle his doubts, right? So gathering himself, he finally managed to ask...

"um, do you, do you regret it?", he whispered the question. He wasn't sure if he was even audible to Jungkook but he didn't have the strength to ask the question out loud. But the younger did hear him. I mean, they were so close to each other, since they kissed, it was practically impossible to not hear.

And Jungkook mumbled in a small voice, "would you be disappointed in me, if I said, No?"

Taehyung wasn't expecting that. He was mentally preparing for the worst. He within that nanosecond even imagined a scenario in which Jungkook kicked him out and blamed the blue hair for trying to seduce him. But...No!

Jungkook didn't regret the kiss!

Really!

"um, then, why're you avoiding my eyes?", the elder asked instead.

Because of these stupid butterflies doing bungie jumping in my stomach!!! The younger wanted to defend himself. Instinctively the younger's thoughts made him caresse his belly and yes, Tae noticed. Again!

The elder quickly started doing the same. Gently rubbing the younger's belly and trying to figure out what was wrong? "Baby, if it hurts, tell me. Why do you keep rubbing your tummy? Do you wanna see doctor? I'll take you, I promise. Don't avoid if it's paining----"

"It's not!", the younger whisper screamed at the elder rambling in concern. Blushing seeing how the elder was still rubbing his belly, with full love and concern filled eyes, trying to figure out what was wrong.

"Then, what is it?", the blue hair asked in a soft whisper. One hand now caressing the younger's cheeks.

The younger wasn't sure if he was capable of telling the truth. His bit his lower lip, contemplating to come up with the shortest and the most easy to understand sentence.