𝙉𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙇𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙂𝙤 | Taekook

longingness

It was late evening and the traffic was aimlessly running in all directions and thousands of people were on streets heading to god knows where. Amsterdam was beautiful but it felt empty. It felt incomplete without having someone to hold hands and admire it with.

Jungkook blankly looked outside of the glass window of his cabin, a crystal paper weight in his hand that he kept rotating. Piles of files splayed on his table. There was no trace of emotion in his eyes. Though the traffic danced beyond his eyes but all his brain did was hallucinate about Kim Taehyung. How the blue hair might've wore a neat suit for his performance looking like a dream. How his mesmerizing voice and captivating gaze didn't let people abandon their seats until he was done with his performance. He was such a beautiful artist. 

Its already been 7 days and as per the last conversation he had with Taehyung, right at this moment the blue hair should hit the stage for his performance. But unfortunately the ravenette was not rewarded with an opportunity to witness it in person. Jungkook didn't talk to him all week. Why? Well because his mind was a total wreck. He didn't wanna overwhelm him with his flooding emotions. His performance was way more important than Jungkook's pitying condition, as it could be a big opportunity for him and Jungkook would never ruin that. It doesn't matter how big of cyclone his heart went through, on the outside he was as calm as a sea. 

He wanted to wish him 'all the best', cling on to him to make him smile, pamper him with too many compliments when he practiced, pepper his face with little kisses everywhere and after his final performance shout his name the loudest to let the world know how wonderful Taehyung was. Irony of his life, he has been even deprived the blue hair's existence in his life.

*knock knock*

He snapped out of his thoughts and mumbled a 'come in' without turning around.

"kook, are you done with work?"

He clenched his jaw and gritted his teeth, realizing Hania's presence, yet again. The woman was too adamant to leave him alone. Consistently bothering him at any given opportunity. Jungkook managed to ignore her despite her being the manager. He was well aware that Hania was patiently waiting for him to give up, for him to accept defeat and submit himself to her. That's what she did years ago. Torture him until he gave up. But this time,he would not let her take advantage of him.

So He didn't respond to her. Somewhere round the corner he knew that the woman didn't give a flying fuck about his withering heart that yearned for his actual lover. She was too selfish, obsessed with Jungkook and wanted him in her life at all costs.

"you should take a break sometimes. we're already moving pretty fast according to our schedule. c'mon let's hit some night club and get drunk. what say? i'll help you forget your boyfriend"

Jungkook kept looking out of the window. Ignoring her presence all together now.

"how long are you planning on moping around, huh. c'mon i'm not letting you stay here any longer. you stay here all day and night. there are dark circles around your eyes. c'mon pack your stuff. we'll go to my apartment, i'll give you a little skin routine, we'll get dressed and hit the night club. c'mon buck up!"

the woman totally ignored his lack of response, too engrossed in her own plans, went up to him and in order to turn him around she reached out to tug on his shoulder when...

"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM HANIA?", he shouted and threw the paper weight in one direction, that landed on a glass table and shattered it to pieces. tiny glittery shards of glass burst all along the floor making the that flawless just seconds ago into a chaotic mess. The woman flinched hard at that. "ARE YOU NOT DONE WITH FUCKING MY LIFE? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? STOP TRYING TO TOUCH ME OR GETTING FRIENDLY WITH ME", his eyes were burning with anger and he pointed his finger in warning stance at her, "JUST LISTEN TO ME WOMAN....LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, DO YOU HEAR ME? JUST GET THE HELL LOST!!!!!"