𝙉𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙇𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙂𝙤 | Taekook

unwanted surprise

Jungkook was packing Taehyung's stuff. He was silent since the blue hair said that he will have to leave with Yoongi for Paris first thing in the morning as there is an event organised at the restaurant and his performance has been specially requested. It was a good opportunity for him if people have started recognising his skill.

Though It wasn't easy to decipher what was going on in Jungkook's mind. Taehyung just sat there watching him, neatly fold his clothes and place them nicely into the suitcase. Not sparing the elder a single glance while he juggled between various stuff. 

The younger could feel Taehyung's eyes on him but he was in no mood to exchange any words at the moment. Don't get him wrong. He was battling with a lot in his mind at the moment. It wasn't like he was going to stay in Amsterdam forever. He will meet the blue hair in Paris as soon as the contract is ready and signed the following day. But Taehyung was leaving before him. that means that he will have to spend an entire day or more without him by his side. the last two days made him realize that the blue hair owned his heart. he wanted to spend his entire day and night with him. if possible carry him in his pocket at all times. he wasn't ready to part ways just yet. even if it was just for a day. if it was in Jungkook's control he would marry Taehyung right here right now and stay by his side forever and ever. but was he ready to let that thought out? Absolutely not. He has to get his shit together before he does something as serious as relationship, forget about marriage. he wasn't going to play with his heart. he was too precious. what if, i'm unable to convince mom, and we have to break up for her sake? no, no, no!! he will not hurt taehyung like that. he has to sort out his past before he commits taehyung his present and future. but what if he finds someone better than me, meanwhile? will he be able to let him go? a bile forming in his throat due to the uneasiness stirring in his mind.

"bambi?"

the ravenette didn't lift his eyes. trying to focus on folding his trousers. he just hummed in response.

"are you mad?"

the ravenette shook his head, still not meeting the blue hair's gaze. Now moving to his formal shirt, trying to fold it perfectly.

"why aren't looking at me then?"

that made the younger stutter in his moves a bit. but quickly gathered himself together and continued folding the shirt. he just managed to murmur, "i just can't"

"but why?"

"if i did, i'll be unable to control myself. So tae, just let me focus on something that's doesn't concern you"

"but you're packing 'my' clothes. that does concern me", the elder joked, trying to lighten up the mood. the younger sighed in defeat. 

"i don't want you to go. but i don't want to interrupt your work, as well", he whispered in defeat and took a seat beside Taehyung.

"i know, my love", the ravenette blushed at the nickname. the blue hair placed his hand on his thighs and gave it a comforting squeeze, "its just one day. we'll get through this."

Jungkook didn't say anything.

"Listen kook, if it wasn't about work, i would never leave"

"i know"

"then, cheer up. its just one day. the moment you'll land in Paris, i'll fucking not let you walk out of my arms. I promise"

but Jungkook's instincts weren't on the same page as Taehyung. Something told him, things from here are gonna be hell difficult. they didn't get to have their date. he was never able to give an explanation to the blue hair as to why was it so difficult for him to ask him out? why he needs time to get his shit together? and that, no matter how desperately he wanted Kim Taehyung as his boyfriend, he will have to wait. his gut feeling was doing unusual flips. and it wasn't a good feeling.