Lando
Carlos immediately squatted down next to me after closing the door behind him.
"Who did this to you, Antonio?"
Instead of relief I felt anger building up and I was mad at Carlos for leaving me out there in the paddock, mad that he had said I shouldn't text him, mad that he got a fake-boyfriend.
"Yes! Your fucking boyfriend did this. Is that what you want, are you happy now?" I nearly shouted at Carlos and he was visibly surprised by my tone.
"I... I never wanted something like this to happen."
He came closer towards me but I angrily stood up and went over to the small table against which I leaned, still looking at the Spaniard. A laugh left me and I shook my head.
"No, than what did you want to happen? Having a nice rest of the season with your boyfriend and acting like you never had feelings for me?"
"No Lando!", Carlos said and quickly came over to me until he was standing in front of me, "It's not like that but I thought I would be the best for us, for me but also for you. I thought"
"You thought, you thought but what did you do, nothing right."
"I didn't want to ruin our careers you have to understand that I tried to protect you." he said calmly but I could hear a sound of anger building up in Carlos.
"I am not a fucking baby Carlos, I can protect myself." I shouted at him but got quieter to the end, because I knew how much I liked it when Carlos was my great strong protector, it kinda makes him hot.
The though quickly snapped away when the Spaniard in front of me laughed. Irritated I looked at him.
"Ah yeah? Did you get all the threats, the insults? I thought the distance would save you from all this, protect you and your season. I posted this picture for love over the summer but now I don't know if it's even appreciated, my love for you."
Carlos made a break and my eyes had widened during his speech. He was still in love with me. On the one hand I wanted to say something similar and tell him how much I love him but on the other hand I still couldn't understand why he did this the last weeks.
"I haven't noticed anything about your love in the last few weeks. You know what Carlos, this whole thing is"
I was cut of when I felt warm lips on mine, his lips. I immediately closed my eyes and laid my arms over his shoulders to pull him even closer. Without hesitation I opened my mouth and let Carlos tongue in which deepened the kiss. Even I was still mad at him I loved it and was glad to finally feel his lips on mine again.
With a quick move Carlos stepped closer and lifted me on the desk behind. I groaned in pain when he grabbed my waist and immediately his lips were gone.
"Are you okay tiger?"
The usage of my nickname gave me goosebumps and I felt butterflies in my stomach. Hearing it after such a long time was something special, because I knew how much he meant it. As I wasn't saying anything Carlos carefully liftet my shirt and a bruise was visible on my hip.
"Oh my god Lando, we should go and see a doctor."
"No, it's fine." I said and wanted to pull him towards my lips again, because it was helping me to forget about all the shit from the last hour.
"It's not fine, he hurt you. I will go to Ferrari and talk to them, they have to kick him or even call the police."
"But they don't support us, have you forgot?" I meant worried and looked at Carlos, who ran his fingers through his hair.
"They have to. I will get all drivers together to protest if they don't do it."
His firm voice and the will behind it gave me a small smile.
"And I was wrong, I love it when you are protective." I said to the Spaniard who gave me a quick kiss on the forehead.
"I know." he replied before stepping away.
"So hot." I mumbled while following him and unluckily Carlos had heard it and turned around to wink at me.
Together and after a quick clean up of my bloody lip we stepped back in the paddock.
"Oh my god Lando, what happened? Charles just told us that he heard something about you and a fight." George said worried as he and Alex ran over to us.
Quickly Carlos told them what happened and with them we made our way over to Ferrari, where we found Charles. The five of us went in and got one or the other weird look, mostly they were looking at me. In front of the office of the media and drivers team boss we stopped. Carlos gave me a last kiss on the lips before he went in.
Minutes seemed like hours and when the door opened finally a very distraught Carlos stepped out. Eight eyes were laying on the Spaniard but he didn't say a word.
"Are you fired?" Alex asked carefully after no one said a word.
"Almost, I'm suspended for this weekend and can look for another team for next season."
"WHAT?" we all shouted and our jaws dropped.
The man that I love was nearly fired because he loved another man, he loved me, his rival from another team, I couldn't believe it. Anger was building up, anger against Carlos' boss and the people in charge of all of this. Therefore I jumped up and before anyone could hold me back I went in the office.
"You can't do that."
"Mr Norris, as you know you are in the Ferrari hospitality and since you aren't a Ferrari driver you have nothing to do here, please leave my office."
"Why are you firing Carlos, because he loves me? Are you from the Middle Ages or why can't he love another man?"
"Lando please." Carlos said, who was now standing in the door with all the others.
I snorted and turned to leave. As soon as the others were out again the man in the office chair opened his mouth again.
"It's not about man, it's about you. McLaren is trying to play a game here, trying to make my drivers unable to drive, mix up their emotions."
My jaw dropped as he said that. He really thought this was a joke. He thought I would only be with Carlos to make him love blind or anything. Because I was grown up and I knew he can turn everything against me in a complaint I kept my mouth shut and left.
Back in the paddock Carlos hugged my and everyone else joined. A small tear ran down my cheek and I looked up at the Spaniard. I was the reason he lost his job, his dream. Before I could think too much about it he grabbed my hand.
"Let's go back to McLaren, doesn't look like I have my own team."
The others looked sad at us but promised they would figure something out. I was glad that they supported us and wanted to help, they really were great friends.
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Secret Love | Norris & Sainz
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