Pinky Promise--Taekook

Bunny

I found myself at Tae's door once again. Miho opened the door this time, her eyes widening form under her bangs as she sees my state. 

"Are you ok? Come on in" She steps back and opens the worn door. "Taehyungs in his room" 

I nod to her before walking up to his room. He's lying on his bed, his lights glowing softly, and his music played again. He was wearing his grey hoodie and shorts and appeared to be asleep. 

I watch him for a moment. As I looked at him Yoongi disappeared from my mind. He was so cute in his next of blankets. 

I sit on the end of his bed; the envelope was still in my hands. 

Bunny. 

My eyes teared up as I read the word. When had he started calling me that? He'd done it as long as I could remember. 

"Kookie?" Tae sits up. I glanced at him, blinking hard. I should just leave Taehyung shouldn't have to deal with me. He knew something was. "Come here"

I shuffled over and laid down on his bed, he hugged me and pulled me into his embrace. 

Bunny. 

I started to cry again. Tae pats my head, pulling me closer. 

"It's ok Kookie" 

I take a deep breath and close my eyes. 

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I woke up and felt stiff. Taehyung was still wrapped around me. I sat up. It was still dark outside and I didn't hear any noise. I rub my eyes they were swollen and dry. ugh. 

I see the envelope. 

Bunny. 

I open it, inside is a note of some graph paper. I know what it is. 

Dear Bunny, 

          You know this was going to happen at some point. I've been planning it for a while. And no, It's not because of you or any of the boys. It's because of me.

         Anyone I get close to gets hurt. I'm tired of hurting people. I'm tired of hurting myself. 

        Please don't be sad. Please don't hurt yourself. I want you to be happy. 

I love you bunny. 

I put my head in my hands shaking. I wasn't even crying anymore. I looked in the envelope again. There was a polaroid. 

Yoongi had his head on my shoulder, and I was smiling at the camera. 

I love you bunny. 

I put it my phone case with shaking hands. 

He was really gone.