(Day 1.) Today
Today, I decided I was gonna confess to my crush.
Today was July 4th.
I was gonna confess to her, I was super excited and couldn't wait, but I was so nervous
.
She's been my best friend for years, i didn't know how she would react, but I was gonna find out tonight.
I decided to head out, I lived on a small unpopular island, it wasn't really safe and most of the people here were poor.
I went outside, there was a soft breeze against my skin, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
Tonight was gonna be so good, I can't stop thinking about it.
I walked along the sidewalk, looking out towards the horizon.
And then, I bumped into her.
"Izaak! I'm so glad I ran into you!"
She looked pretty as always, her smile always made me happier.
"Hey,I'm glad I came across you too."
Sometimes I felt as if I didn't try hard enough in our conversations, as if I seemed bland or boring.
"You know about how there will be a pretty firework scenery right? Are you gonna be there"
Yes, I'll be there for you.
"Oh really? Yeah sure i'll be there i heard a little stuff about it.
"She smiled, she looked so cute when she smiled, it made me smile too.
"Cool! I'll be there too, we should meet up right?"
I looked around and back at her.
"Yeah im up for that."
She waved goodbye to me, I love her appearance so much, I watched as she walked away and turned back to my path.
Few hours have passed, it's night now.
I was walking around in circles, planning out every word I been waiting to say to her, I felt so nervous and excited I felt the need to shed a few tears.
I grabbed my bouquet of flowers I got her.
I ran out the door, running towards the beach, I was near the end of the beach so i had to run over to her, which i saw her standing in the middle, She was wearing a pretty summer dress, but that wasn't just it.
There was some random dude.
How come i never seen him before?I screamed her name.
"MITA!!"As her name was the last thing that came out my mouth, I stopped in motion.
My smile faded so fast
.She..kissed the guy.
She pressed her lips against his as the firework blasted into the sky, it was so pretty.
Unfortunately, that was the last thing i saw.
My bouquet fell out my hand as a bullet shot through my chest.
I saw darkness.
But then I had a dream.
A dream about us.
And then I woke up. (Day 2.)
I lifted myself out of bed, and immediately ran out to go see Mita
.As I ran, i ran into her, again.
She appeared wearing the same outfit.
"Mita, what happened to me? Did you see me? Why am I still here??"My eyes widened, the panic in me and stress was corrupting me.
"What? What do you mean? Did you have a nightmare because you never got shot? Stop being weird izaak!!"
She laughed and nudged my shoulder.
I stood there silently, watching her laugh and laugh.
What happened to me?
What IS happening.
Few hours passed again.
It was night, I walked towards the door and i spotted the flowers I got her.
They looked the same,in the same spot.I grabbed them and walked to the beach.The same thing happened.Instead of running i walked, and it was like a nightmare all over again.I watched their lips touch as the firework boomed up into the sky.
As I felt the bullet pierce through my chest again.
Darkness.
I woke up, again.(Day 3)
I got up slowly.I had another dream.About, us.Everything just kept repeating.Loop.I got up out of bed and went to the kitchen.I looked at the knife.It was so tempting.I didn't wanna keep experiencing this over and over.I took the knife, directed it towards my neck.I forced it towards my neck, but something was stopping the knife from killing me.I dropped it and sighed.Hours passed again.I went to the beach and tried to get near my Mita.Its like a force yanked me back, so i could experience the same trauma over and over again.Feeling the bullet go through me.
(Skip to day 14)
I woke up, again.
I loved seeing those happy dreams, of me and her.This dream I had was a little different, I don't wanna think about it because it will make me turn red.I ate a mango and took a cold shower afterwards.I was in the shower, it felt nice to have my self cold and wet.Made me feel calm.I got out and wrapped a towel around my waist.Someone started knocking on my door, without hesitation i ran out and quickly opened the door."Hey Izaa-!..Oh, is this a bad time?"She let out her soft cute giggle."No uh- Let me put on some clothes im sorry you have to see me like this."Im lucky that my towel didn't fall off, i ran to my room and put on my average outfit."Hey im back, sorry for the wait"She made eye contact with me, I can't stand eye contact it makes me feel...awkward."Well I was meaning to ask you, Have you heard of the fireworks tonight? Are you gonna be there?"I nod."Yeah, I'll be there for you."She smiled.I smiled too.The words repeated in my mind, leaving a permanent smile."My Mita."I loved her so much.It was night again.And I knew what was gonna happen.I heard a faint whisper, I couldn't figure out the source for it so I just pretended i didn't hear nothing.I died again.I hate this loop I want it to end.I wanna die forever.
(Day 15)
I had a dream.
This dream was different.I was watching fireworks with her, she had little fire works drawn on her cheeks.She looked so pretty.I wanted to watch the fireworks but she distracted me, I was looking at her most of the time.I got out of bed again, I stared at a photo of me with my family.Oh how Ii looked so happy.I miss when I was able to feel happy and not be in a endless loop.I will find a way to end it though.I filled the bath up with cold water, and I sunk myself in.I finished and went out, I came across her again and it was the same moment.But, instead I asked her a question."So, you going to see the fireworks tonight? Im sure they will be as beautiful as you."I smiled alittle.She turned red and didn't know what to say."I....Yeah... im gonna be there!!!"She hugged me after that and ran quickly away flustered.Oh she was so pretty.Same thing as usual.(day 16)I woke up again.I wanted to be hugged, I miss the good times.I did the same as usual knowing the night was gonna end up the same.I stood there at night.I stood there before stepping a foot on the sand.And then I heard a clear whisper."Your time is coming,"My eyes widen."My..time?"I hated hearing that, but i knew I would be so relieved to finally rest.Tears slowly ran down my face as i made my way to my death spot.The bullet went through me again.
(day 20).
I woke up.
I think today was my last.I did more things than usual, I ate lots of fruit, and I went on a bike ride and did things I wished to do earlier when I was younger.As night time came I prepared myself.I attempted to go up to her.Nothing pulled me back.The guy wasn't there yet, It was my chance."Mita, I have to tell you something.""What is it Izaak? Glad you could arrive by the way!""I want to tell you something.""What is it?""Im gonna die tonight, so I wanted to tell you how I felt about you.""..""You always were the right person in my life, its a shame I have to go, you were always there for me and the thought of you makes me so happy, thank you for being with me all these years.""Wait...""Mita, I love you."I opened my arms out wide, I closed my eyes.Suddenly, I felt her hug me, she was sobbing on my shoulder.I opened my eyes.It seemed as if time stopped, the firework was stuck in place.A strange figured appeared, she had long black hair and she was really pale, she also had the same firework symbols drawn on her cheeks."So izaak, this could be your final moment but you have a choice."I stared."Close you eyes as I speak."I closed my eyes."Your first choice, You may live a happy life, but soon she will get bored of you and move on to another guy, you will end up dying because of a sickness."I stayed silent watching the images of me being happy with her."Your other choice is to die now, you will get shot and die in her arms. You will be dead forever and peacefully."I opened my eyes.I tilted my head down and looked at her stopped in time sobbing into my shoulder.I smiled and tears formed in my eyes."Whats your choice izaak?"I breathed in and out."Death."She nodded and snapped.Every began in motion, I closed my eyes.I felt a bullet shot through me for the last time."NOOOOOO!"I screamed as I saw izaak fall out my arms."IZAAK!!"I dug myself into his tank top, violently sobbing into him.
Thanks for reading this!! This was a 4th of july special :3
