path of redemption

Ｃｈａｐｔｅｒ－ｔｗｏ.

-Estella romano

I've been at Rocklands oaks high for exactly 4 years , and in those four years ive made two friends. Which was suprising since i hated everyone that tried to speak to me. Its not that i didnt want many friends, i always say "keep your circle small , the less friends , the better". Besides it wasn't partly my fault. No one wanted to be friends with me. Who'd wanna be friends with the sweatpants girl ?where as you could be friends with the fake version of Rachel Mcadams. I've been laughed at , been in a few fights with lucinda roberts , but she goes by the name cindy or raging bitch , dimwit , cock sucker. I would often fantasize about grabbing her hair and pulling out that fake ass hair extensions-

"Were here" my brothers breathes as i come back to reality , he clicks the car lock open and slams his door on the way out making me flinch and groan under my breath . I breath in and breath out , after five minutes of contemplating if i should throw myself off the school building and create a dramatic effect or walk into this hell hole . I open the door and slam it close. I crack my neck , removing the stiffness and rub my sweaty palms against my thighs. I look up and all i see is eyes. Or atleast i feel them. I've always had this
knack that everyone was staring at me. A million eyes drilled into my flesh.

Judgemental ones and disgusting ones . Like it was my fault that i can't be as perfect as my sister. I dont understand why people didn't like me , i think they're disgusted that i get to have her face and do nothing with it.

I make sure i glare at every single one of them as i walk through school with my head held high . I walk through the the double doors and i see my two bestfriends waiting for me at my locker . I stand there and take my time to examine them and the first thing that comes to mind is that how beautiful they are . Something that i envy.

Well add that to a list of my sins . I look at my bestfriend April jensen , her ginger hair matches her cardigan creating a dramatic effect and her blue eyes , soothing reminding me of the ocean , her cupid bow lips arch up at something she hears and holy moly , she's breathtaking . Something i wish i was.

I look at my other bestfriend . Meet Aurora adams. Blonde with the greenest emerald eyes ive ever seen . She looked like she walked out of a cover of a magazine. Curves in all the right places , her plump lips pink and pretty making me roll my thin lips inside my mouth , feeling self conscious. They must've sensed my presence because both heads turn in my directions and both of them grin and run to me . Fuck its too early for hugs .

Next thing i know im in a bear hug , each of them holding me , i muffle my hiss by biting on my lips , my clothes rubbing on the newly opened wounds , i pat their backs

"Come on guys , i know im very loveable but i can't breathe" i say. Both of them step back , rory is the first to open her mouth "Sorry , we just missed you" she pouts. April nods along happily. I look at them stupidly, waiting for them to say they're joking , after looking at their bright smiles . I finally say "Guys, you do realize that you literally saw me like i dont know yesterday?" April makes a face of shock and says "Are we not allowed to miss our bestfriend, estella romano how dare you not except my love "she feigns hurt and rubs her heart .

I was about to come back with a witty comeback but the bell breaks off our interactions. We say our goodbyes and say we'll see each other in physics period , i make a thumbs up and put my hands down and realize how cringe that is . As i turn around and walk into the sea of people , i make my way to my first lesson . Lets get this fucking day started.

Aurora adams - 17

April jensen - 16

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