I can feel the anger towards that woman, because of what she did to me. Although I am aware of how much she hates me, I still cannot forgive what she did. I'm not going to sit here and wait for something to happen yes, I'm only a bare-handed maid in this house but I am not that kind woman that will do that kind of thing just for money. Hindi ako magpapakababa ng para lang sa pera, oo mahirap lang ako pero ni minsan at hindi ko naisip ang bagay na yon. That girl is really an actress. I mistakenly believed that she had changed for the better and wanted to be my friend for good. Instead, she's faking in front of me and plotting how she can make me look bad to Leander.
Alam kong hindi maganda ang lagay namin ngayon ni Leander and this time, he hates me so much because he believes the lie that, that woman told him. I know I am hurting right now but i can't just do nothing to resolve this. Before I explain everything to him, I'll first deal to that woman. Hindi ko na mapapalampas ang ginawa nyang ito sa ngayon.
Naglakad ako palabas ng gate, at sumakay ng trycyle hanggang makarating sa labas ng subdivision. Pumara naman ako ng taxi sinabi ko lang ang lugar kung saan ang condo ng babaeng yon, kung saan plinano nya ang lahat ng kasinungalingan nya. Halos kinse minutos ang lumipas bago ko marating ang lugar. Hindi ako nagpatinag sa guard na pumipigil sa akin at tuloy-tuloy lamang na dumiretso sa elevator at pinindot ang floor.
Ilang minuto ang lumipas hanggang sa marating ko ang floor ng condo unit nya. Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago nagdoorbell, hindi na ako makapaghintay dahil kanina pa ako nagtitimpi sa kanya at gusto kong linawin nya sa akin ang lahat kung bakit nya ginawa ang lahat ng yon. Ayoko nang magpakatanga pa at hayaan na lamang ang lahat ng ito, oo nasisikmura ko pa ang mga panghahamak at pangmamaliit nya sa akin dati but right now i think this is enough.
Ilang ulit pa akong nagdoorbell ngunit hindi nito binubuksan ang pinto, kaya nagbakasali ako at pinihit ang doorknob, swerte at nagbukas naman ito tuloy-tuloy lang akong pumasok sa loob ngunit parang pinagbagsakan ako ng langit at lupa sa nadatnan.
"L-leander." I shockedly said when I see him kissing that woman. Tears starts to escaped from my eyes, The pain I'm feeling now is much worse than the pain I was feeling earlier. He looks at me and I can't read any emotions in his eyes.
"Do you want me to escort you, before you leave?" He said in sarcasm. I see that girl smiled evily behind his back like she's saying that she won the battle.
I turned my back and started to walk. I want to leave this place right away. I can't bare to see him kissing that woman. She really believed that woman more than me. What about the promise we made to each other? He just threw it away like trash.
Tuluyan na akong napahikbi at hindi na napigilan ang emosyon na ilabas habang naglalakad ako upang lisanin ang lugar na ito. I'm feeling hopeless right now, and I'm not sure where to begin. He truly dumped me like this, I can't believe he did this to me. I did everything to make him happy, but it wasn't enough since he doesn't trust me. Anger is beginning to engulf my heart, and I am starting to loath the first man I loved. It's hard for me to leave, but I know that one day I'll return and he'll regret everything he did to me.
I promise that letting me go, will be one of your biggest regrets.
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