Slowly, Christmas came by. I didn't even realise it, I didn't by any means feel it. I was just thinking about Seungmin, wondering how to end it all.
I spent the Christmas Eve with my family, having fun, unpacking gifts and watching movies, eating sweets.
I was okay until...
The display of my phone lit up - I received a notification.
I picked it up, seeing Seungmin has sent me a message. And so I looked at it.
Min
Hey
So yeah, I just wanted
to wish you and your
family Marry Christmas
See ya
My jaw dropped in disbelief. I was just staring at the message. No emojis, no pet names, no emotions in the words, letters feeling so... dull. It looked like someone was forcing Seungmin into writing that.
With a scoff, I put the phone aside.
"What?" My mom noticed.
I showed her. "See ya? I just know he can't be for real now."
She gave me a sad look, comforting me with her words. She then handed me some more sweets. "It's Christmas, let's enjoy ourselves instead, okay?"
I nodded my head as I stuffed my cheeks with the sweets. "Okay."
The message was imprinted in my mind.
I'm sinking in the deep end.
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Hello, my beautiful angels!
I'm back!
Sorry for not updating on Tuesday, I was sick (also announced that on my profile but I'm not sure how many of you read those messages so I wanted to let you know here too) and completely out of it. I'm feeling a bit better now so I'm giving you a double update to make it up for you.
Thank you so much for being patient with me <33
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FanfictionThe song continues as the realisation is hitting me harder and harder. There's a sting in my eyes, a dagger in my chest. "please, stop this pain" Tears are streaming down my cheeks as I recall all the moments when I told myself: "It's okay," and con...
