I'm having second thoughts
And it is hurting me.
Completely.
It's like it wants me to scream.
Chasing for an answer
Hopelessly.
It's like I cannot breathe.
Just take me out of my misery.
Didn't want to look up to heaven
Because I feel like He's mad at me.
Questioning me.
Shaking His head at me.
A scene I do not want to dream.
I knew not to run or hide
Like the way Jonah did.
I just wish for a second---
A moment to heal
From all the pain that
I'm going through.
Can time just go still?
I just want another redo.
Did I not try my hardest?
What does that look like to you?
I feel like I gave it my best.
Gave it my limb
And my tired little heart, too.
Who's to blame?
If not me,
Can it be you?
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Revisiting my thoughts: Poem from within [Vol 4]
PoetryA collection of original, personal, and artistic poems. Inspired by various real world themes and subjects. ***Disclaimer: I do not own any media that was used along with these original poems.
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