Revisiting my thoughts: Poem from within [Vol 4]

Little Miss Useless

As much as I would like to

Bury myself within a hole,

And hope that no one will ever know.

I know this thing

Called Life will still keep going,

The ferris wheel will keep spinning,

And cameras will keep flashing.

I am no different,

And I am no special.

Rewards are given to various recipients

With the same titles.

I forgot to tell them

That my tumor was cancerous.

I just thought their lives

Would be better without me being there.

I still got scolded.

I guess I deserved it.

Whether I'm dying

Or still fairly on my feet,

I still manage to upset people

And that's how it will always be.