There's something beautiful about the art of moving on. You've experienced it now for the last couple of years and though you can't say you feel happier, you definitely don't feel worse.
You hoped that you could live on with your life never having...
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13 PRESENT DAY SEOUL
Jungkook thinks there might be something wrong with him.
No. He knows that there is something wrong with him and it made him feel like absolute shit. He wants to be a good boyfriend for Jiyoung, it's what she deserves, right?
He needs to be someone she deserves but he doesn't think he is. If he was good for her he wouldn't be letting his mind run rampant every time they're together. When Jiyoung kisses him, he doesn't need to move away, she initiates sex, he doesn't have to get shy. The space between each time he has sex with his girlfriend is slowly widening as he becomes less and less motivated to do it.
"Come on, we can leave, they won't even notice," Jiyoung practically begged as she clung to Jungkook's shirt. The nightclub was packed and the music was so loud he could barely hear anything she said. He's had one drink all night and he's still holding onto it while his girlfriend has had four and she's beginning to act like it. He doesn't care that she's drunk, if she wants to have fun with her friends then so be it... but if he's said he's not in the mood tonight why is she begging and begging him.
"You wanted to come out with your friends, you're not even with them right now," Jungkook said with his drink against his lips as if it would him from them, "We'll go in a bit."
She's the one who wanted to come out, she's the one who called everyone to go out and she's the one who forced him to tag along. She said she wanted to drink with her friends but all she's done is have her hands on him.
Jiyoung released a childlike whine, even stomping her foot as she held onto the front of his shirt, "They're all busy. Mina is with Hobi, Joonie couldn't come and Y/n is... where is Y/n?"
She looked around suddenly and he couldn't help but look around too. He found you first like he knew where to look and you stood not too far away talking with some guy. He couldn't tell what you were talking about but he recognized that familiar expression you always had when someone amused you.
The guy was very obviously flirting and Jungkook had no doubt you were flirting back. You were even smiling at him like it was the most normal thing to do and Jungkook couldn't help but wonder what you were talking about. Were you opening up to this guy or were you brushing him off like you did when you first met Jungkook?
"Oh! She's talking with some guy," Jiyoung finally said as she tried drawing Jungkook's attention back on her and he forced himself to look away because it shouldn't matter to him who you talk to. He's dating Jiyoung.
He has feelings for Jiyoung.
"I love you."
Jungkook felt his entire body freeze up as the words left Jiyoung's lips and it took him a moment to even blink. In her drunken state, Jiyoung didn't even process the look of absolute guilt in his eyes and said it again, slurring on her words, "I love you, and I miss you and I haven't seen you in two days... and I really want to have sex."
