Black And White

From Me To You...

I'm sorry if I hurt you
and I'm sorry that the talks are growing smaller by the day.

I'm sorry that I'm so far away
and that I couldn't tell my mom.

I'm sorry that I'm an asshole
and that I'm way too opinionated.

I'm sorry that I'm stupid
and that I don't get all your jokes.

I'm sorry that I made you walk away
and feel empty.

I'm sorry that I'm lazy
and that I sleep all the time.

I'm sorry I cant be there
and that I never held you tight.

But most of all I'm sorry that I'm giving you doubts
and pushing you away,

but it's all I've ever known.
It's the only way to be okay.
It's the only way to make the pain less.
That's why I'm always smiling.
It reminds me that there's always something to be happy for.

I'm sorry that I'm not what
you deserve.

I'm sorry that I didn't love you
as much as I could have...

I'm sorry that I kept
my heart...

I'm sorry
because i care...

{ 2017 }