Its Just ME

Chapter 02

Liviana's POV
Getting home, actually my little comfy apartment. Josh have his meal and I go to have my shower. When I was done Josh was already asleep.

I hop on the bed close to him brushing his curly hair on his cute face.
He looks so cute in his peaceful sleep.
I gave him a kiss on his cheeks.

I love you Soo much dear

I promise I will save you

You will be operated successfully

I guess I would have to call her. I didn't want to be a burden to anyone.

*Please don't hesitate to call me if you need anything,this is my card , just know that I fucking love you bitch*
recalling what she last told me after our graduation.

I'm actually done with my studies but finding a qualified or well paid job is the freaking problem. I will have to call her tomorrow for help. Aurora has always been there for me since our school time.
Should I call her a best friend?
But we were close to each other before she told me that she's got a job in Italy. Well her family are wealthy so she easily got the job. Since then,I didn't hear from her which was a year ago.

I hate telling people about my problems because they don't need to worry about me.

I'm clumsy and shy, well that's me!

I love to think rather than talk.

My brother has been suffering from this
Since. But what would a poor helpless mother do when a retard gambler who comes home every night to collect all our penny from us. And torture us if we don't have to give.

He was insane and inhumane to us, well what can I say I was blessed such a man as a godforsaken Father.

And as a coward she is, she left after the news. leaving a piece of trash called LETTER. Tsskkk..I Hate you!

Wondering why I'm still awake in the middle of the night. Well I'm still dealing with the horrible day and night event that monster left on me even though I know he's in jail right now.

Every freaking night I woke up scared that he's asking for my last penny or hitting me and Josh.

At some point in my life I feel like I'm losing all will to live. I feel like giving up than to continue fighting for an endless battle. But when I look at my sun,the only hope I have left,I smile at my amòre(love).

I will do anything to save you my love
Any freaking thing dear.
I've got two freaking weeks

You will be fine again dear

You will go to school

I will bake your favorite snack(cupcakes) for you

You will make friends

And you will play, together dear.
I love you Soo much, giving him multiple kisses on his face I finally force my self to sleep, wiping my tears away, seeing my mum's beautiful smile.
Good night màma, blowing kisses to the air.

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"HAPPY BIRTHDAY."HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
"Wake up, wake up,wake up"

When a pillow hit me and hearing the noise and the jumping on my legs I finally open my eyes.