Its Just ME

CHAPTER 15

Livia's POV
It's been two days now, and my baby is still in a coma.
He's struggling to survive.
I miss him so much,
I cry my life out every night, I cry in the morning, I'm a mess right now.
I slept every night with his shirt.
I'm so lonely, scared, angry.

I'm not gonna lie, Everytime I feel like I'm about to give up,
I just wanna stop pretending that I'm okay,
Cause I'm not, I suck,my life, everything sucks.
I don't know how to make myself feel better,
I don't know how to stop myself from being sad,
I'm losing my baby, my hope.
She left, everyone left,
It's hurt
I don't wanna hold to what's dead and gone,
I don't wanna be like her,
That's why I wanna keep fighting,
But I can't do it without you, baby.

I finally get dressed and clean my face,
Cause I don't wanna put on any makeup.

He said he wants to see me today.
I need to be there 9,
And it's already past 8
I was about calling Aurora, so I can ask her for her driver cause that company is far from here.
Just then her call came in.

"Heyya dear"
She said

"Hi"

"Just wanna tell you that I'll be away for the next few days,"

"Really?
Where you going"

"My mom wants to see me urgently."

"So you're going to New York"

"Nah,we are having a family meeting, and I have to be there."

"So you're going to Spain."

"Yeah,"

"Okay then, safe trip.
Will miss you."

"Miss you too hottie, don't get raped before I'm back.'

"I'm not that indecent."

"I'm sure you will be, when you are with the devil himself."

"Get lost."
I said, ending the call.

She's traveling.
So, now I'm gonna have to go on my own.
And getting late, and that stupid Man hates waiting.

Now I'm outside on the streets waiting for a bus until I got a call from the doctor and I freak out.

"Hello ma'am"

"Hi"

"We need you to come sign some important documents now."

"Now?
Can it wait?"

"No, it's just a signature, it won't take long."

"Okay I'm coming,"
I said hanging up.

Shit it's already nine.

With that I left for the hospital and sign the documents. And my instincts didn't allow me to just go without seeing my boy. So I checked up on him.

After everything I'm now in a bus going to meet him.
Wow I'm purely late, this is already 12.
Shit.

On reaching the place I exchange greetings with my one friend Ashley.
And she told me that he's been here since 7.
Wow.
Now my heart is beating again.
Scared,

I was so angry the last time I came here that I forgot how big his office was.
All black designs, the huge master size chair and a big couch.
The door of the office was tinted glasses.
With a big writing on the wall the saying DAREDEVIL
Oh he knows he's a devil.
I'm in for a deep shit today cause I'm freaking freaking very late.
So I just signed a contract with this attractive monster.
He's an attractive monster.
He's always like,he owns me,I didn't sell myself, it's just a temporary contract.
I thought to myself.