Its Just ME

Chapter 05

Livia's POV.
We arrived home, dressing josh's wound. He got bruised on his elbow because of that freak.

I was still so vexed, I mean who don't love kids?

Like seriously,he really pushed him.

What a pure freaking coward he is.

"Hey boyfriend, does it hurt that much?"

"Yeah, kinda".he said

"I'm really sorry dear. I shouldn't have left you alone."

"I'm fine."

I was damn angry that I don't want to admit that he was looking so Hot and handsome.
But the stupidity he displayed earlier by pushing my boyfriend made him ugly to me.

Yeah,he was ugly.

Even he's eyes.

The mask made him look-

'Will you shut up,' my inner me said

Stop lying to yourself, you and I know he was looking damn hot.

He was looking powerfully and mysteriously attractive.

He had a dark brown hair that was messily kept, falling on his face making him look more hotter.

He's shoulders spoke of strength cause I needed to raise my head so high to give him my piece of mind.

I guess I'm a lil short then.

He's eyes-

Tsskkk, I said slapping my face

What is wrong with you, you are supposed to be angry at him but here you are admiring him and describing him.

Are for real.

I said scolding myself.

"Josh we are going to Italy tomorrow"
I said waiting for his response

"Italy?
What are we gonna do there?"

"To get you operated"
He was silent

"Hey, don't you wanna be stronger than this and go to school, have friends and play."

"Yeah, I really want to.
But we don't have anyone in Italy. Who are we gonna meet there?"

"I have someone. She's my bestie from school. She's a good girl. She's not bad, okay!"

"Alright then, but it's the operation gonna be painful?
I'm I gonna-" he started crying

"No no baby come here.
Nothing is gonna happen to you.
You'll be fine.
And it's not painful.
Come here"
I pull him into a hug.

"Please don't cry,"
I said wiping the tears that escape my eyes not wanting him to see me also crying.

I pull away wiping his tears away.

"I'll miss ma'am Nia". he said after his little emotional session.

"Yeah I'll miss her too.
But we'll come back when you are okay."

He nods, yawning.

"Good night. He said Giving me a kiss on the lips.
And then he collapse on the bed already asleep.

I get up and pack everything cause our flight is in the morning.
After doing everything I was already exhausted I also hop on the bed next to him.
I've already told Nia about my departure and she wish me luck, I'll actually miss her so much.

Will my baby survive the operation,?

Will I see his cute smile that always made my day brighten again,?

He's the only one I have left,

So He needs to survive.

Since she's a coward by leaving us all alone, you are freaking dead to me, and I'll always hate you.

With that I kiss my baby again.
It was getting late already so I decided to sleep, closing my eyes I saw HIM again.

His blue eyes, almond shaped, they were a passion with fire.

Can't believe I'm drooling over his eyes, I didn't even get to see his face, it was covered with mask.

Pinching myself, stop this and sleep.
You are behaving like a freaking lover girl, nonsense.
Scolding myself.

Looking at the wound on my baby's elbow I got really pissed up again.

What a devil with an aura of... forget it,

He's ugly and that's the fact.
Convincing myself but..

*****
Shit. shit. shit.

It's 10 already and 6 missed calls from Aurora.

I woke Josh up.
And I call her back

*What da fuck were doing all night that you wake up late?" she asks

"Packing"

"Now get da fuck ready, cause can't wait to see you".

"Can you talk without swearing for once?"

She laughed
And we ended the call.

We got ready pretty fast, we had our breakfast and I gave Josh his medicines.

We finally arrived at the airport at 11;30
I guess we were kinda late.

So we flew to Italy.
Wow
Italy.