Its Just ME

chapter 20

Livia's POV
I woke up feeling a slight sore in my legs and Down there.
Ouch, what happened to me?
Did he rape me?
Oh my gosh,I'm not a virgin anymore, I'll be pregnant and I'll loose my shape.

And I looked and find myself wearing nothing but an oversized shirt and sweatpants.
This is his.
How did -
What the fuck.
I sweared when memories of last night kept bombarding in my head.
Oh my god
What did I just do.
How will I even face him,I was completely naked yesterday before him, and he washed me and dressed me.
Oh shit.
I said covering my face with my hands.

"Did you regret it?"
I heard his voice from the door, there he was standing with his manly attractive being.
This is the man that saw my nakedness, and
Wait
I'm I still a virgin?

"Look I didn't FUCK you, at least not yet.
We just played last night,
Ever heard of foreplay?"
He said that and I didn't answer him cause I don't even want to talk to him.

I get up and I wanted to make my way to the bathroom but he held me back, holding my shoulder with his cold hand.

"Let me go"
I said keeping contact.

"Want to talk about your nightmare of yesterday?"
He asked
I wasn't surprised about him knowing the nightmare cause it's my everyday thing,
But I wonder what I said this time.

"No"
I said

"I want to know."

"No."

'Fucking tell me, why are you always hard and stubborn to deal with?
Tell me."
He said with a pissed tone.

"I don't want to talk about it.
Please I need my personal space in this complicated relationship,I never force you to tell me anything about yourself, what you do,or about your work, anything,
So please leave me alone."

"I-"
I cut him.

"Why do you even care?
You hate me and so do I,I don't think you have to pretend that you care when we are alone.
And yes,I regret it."
And with that he let go of me,
But his eyes shows mixture of emotions,anger.
But I don't care and I left for bathroom.

After freshen up and I come downstairs still wearing his clothes,
The breakfast was already served and I see all of them sitting except him and Nico.
Where's he?
Or doesn't he eat breakfast?
I sat down.
"Morning dad"
I said smiling.

"How was your night?"
He asked.

"I guess it so good,I mean it obvious."
Alex answer before I could speak, and I see him looking at my neck.
Oh shit,the marks.

"Of course, it was."
I said
I guess I have to keep up with this for a year then I'll be okay.

I ate my food and finally decided on asking

"Where's Enzo?"
I asked

"He left In a very bad mood"
Jess said.

"Without eating?"
Dad asked.

"Yeah. He left with Nico."
Harry said.

"Is there a problem?"
Dad asked

"I..is just a little argument."
I said.

"I just received a text from him saying that
' take livia home cause I'll be busy in  Russia'.
And that what he said."
Alex said

Russia?
He travelled without telling me,he didn't even text me instead his cousin.
Is he angry about what I said?
I just told him the truth.
Who cares!

And with that we left,
The drive was quiet until Alex broke it,we were alone in the car.

"You guys had a fight,huh?"