Unexpected love | Lewis Hamilton

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I sat in class staring out of the window feeling completely lost, I had English which was sure not the worst subject but definitely not my favorite.

Lewis had luck he didn't have to go to college because he drove in formula one, instead of being in school all day he could be at the track doing stuff and going to parties. Not that I didn't like my art school I just found the most subjects that wasn't art boring as hell. But oh well I had to have them to go out college, after college I wasn't sure what I wanted to be tho.

That was definitely something that was always hanging over my head, what was I supposed to work with to not only be able to make a living but make something out of myself.

I didn't want to be famous like the rest of my family because I barely managed the crazy fame I got for ' dating ' Lewis. Perhaps I could be an artist but then it would be fame as well, well I didn't know and the fact I didn't know stressed me out more day by day.

Although I was still in college I was still worried about my future, sure my father could always help me with money but I wanted to make just honestly something out of myself other than being ' Lewis Hamilton's girlfriend ' or ' Christian Horner's daughter ' I wanted to make my own name for myself. Not so I would become extra famous but so I could make a living for myself, being well known by the people in whatever I worked in.

What stressed me more about it was that Mateo and Evelyn both already made a name for themselves and made their own living, I hadn't done that yet. Perhaps I maybe felt that way because I didn't wanna feel like a failure, I didn't want to be the only one in the family who lived out of the money of my father.

I didn't want him to pay for everything I did my whole life, I wanted to be able to make something I didn't know what.

Maybe that was what was bothering me or perhaps I was stressed about my future although I knew I didn't have to be. No one around me pressured me on it, yet at least my father always told me to finish collage first then we'd talk about it but the anxiety and stress was eating me up alive. Every second there was this little voice telling me I'd fail in life that I'd be nothing other than a failure.

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Suddenly the bell rang as I was all up in my own thoughts, I quickly shook my head as I got up from my seat.

' remember everyone to work on your art projects this weekend because it has to be done on Monday! '

' fucking hell! ' I'd forgotten completely about the art project!

Shit, shit, shit, shit! I was gonna get killed by my own inner self. I had one chance of this, if I fucked it up I could blame honestly no one other than myself. God! I who had planned to fly to the race on Friday after school now I couldn't do that because I had to fix this stupid project thing.

My dear sister wasn't helping either because she kept sending pictures of Lewis when he didn't know and sending them to me telling me how hot he was and how lucky I was, if she only knew that it all was only fake.

As I walked in the corridors with Ashley while she told me all about her weeks off I could only think of two things, the stupid art project and what the fuck I was supposed to do and the fact I'd not be able to see lewis. I had been convincing myself all week that I just had to get through it then I'd get to go and see lewis and the others just for me to forget about this shit thing. But honestly why did I even miss lewis so much? It was all fake god snap into it Anastasia! However I was quickly pulled out of my thoughts as I heard my phone ringing, I picked it up while Ashley was still going on and on about her stuff when I saw it was lewis.

' shut up for one second Ashley ' I said as I answered the FaceTime call from the British man.

' hey Lew ' I said smiling.

' hey mi amor, how's school going? ' he asked as he smiled.

I heard Ashley screaming in the background something about that it was Lewis and I just turned my head to her and rolled my eyes.

' bad, how's the media day going so far? '

' well, it's going fine but why is school bad? '

' I can say that I was planning on coming on Friday, well I can definitely forget that now that I have to finish an art project with only the weekend to spare that I should've started in weeks ago '

' that sounds stressful, but I understand I hope you can come to the next race '

' is that the next weekend? '

' Yep '

' I think I can then who knows I might've forgotten some other big project ' I said sighing.

' hey, your the best artist I've ever seen you'll do just fine angel but take care of yourself also, okay? '

' yeah i promise I will '

' alright I have to go, I have meetings and interviews but I love you my angel I'll call you tonight '

' okay bye love '

As I hung up Ashley started screaming and people around all started screaming as well then running up to me. Standing on my every side asking me to do a million things for them, yeah this was the negative thing of fake dating Lewis Hamilton.

I was almost invisible earlier or I mean everyone knew me because I was my dads daughter but no one really cared so much and left me alone. Now every time they'd all go around me at all times, asking me to tell Lewis to follow them on Instagram or whatever I know. It was many crazy things people asked me to do, then my sister was on me with telling me how hot Lewis was and how much she wished she was the one dating him, sending me pictures of him and I just exploded.

' EVERYONE LEAVE ME ALONE! ' I yelled as everyone quickly backed off.

' I am not gonna ask Lewis to do anything for y'all I am trying to be a normal student and study art just like all of you so back off before I beat you '

I then just went to my next class, I didn't even take the long way this time. I just wanted to get out from all of the craziness plus this was my last class which was art so I was actually loving this class. Plus it was 3 hours long so I would have a lot of peace because my art teacher didn't allow people to come around me like they did in the hallways.

Honestly I just thought of ending this whole charade with Lewis many times because I hated this sudden fame and all of the people constantly following me, taking pictures and videos of me. But I kept calm many times and comforted myself that it'd be over in the end of the season if not earlier so it was only to bare it a little longer to avoid my father being on my ass about max then I would get rid of max, my father and Lewis and I could live in my peace.

Away from all chaos, although I liked chaos a little once in a while. Living in constant chaos was the fucking biggest nightmare, I swear that I would never ever get as famous as my sister.