World behind my wall

Automatic

"Let me explain this all please" Tom pleaded in a much calmer voice.

"What more is there to explain" I cry

"I broke up with her weeks ago I just never told Bill or the band because we were so busy I couldn't find the time to sit them down " Tom explained while he held me in his arms

"I'm sorry I made you cry Rina," he said as he played with my hair

"I love you, Sabrina, I love you," Tom said as he kissed my forehead

I couldn't keep track of the number of times he's said I love you, but one thing I know for sure is that I've never heard him ask me to be his girlfriend.

We both go to my room and start making out again but this time we start to do more Tom reaches for something in his back pocket and hands it to me he gets one for himself too. This time when I start feeling his hand on my waist go lower I don't stop him

"Can I Rina?" Tom asks

I nod

**TOMS POV***

I had to lie to her but the truth is that I never broke up with Vanessa because we never dated she was just another fun fling that didn't even last more than an hour before I got bored so I got with Sabrina to feel more satisfied before the morning, To me Sabrinas just a fling to me  I don't see her as anything more she seems too boring for me, but her touch is something I can't get over, the touch of an angel.

I look down at her to see her honey-brown eyes looking at me I felt no guilt for lying straight in her face, because in the end I wouldn't be the one getting hurt so why did it matter.

She was good at it though, I could tell it was her first time from how hesitant she was.

From the moment I saw her there at the rehearsal I knew she would be good at something.

**BILLS POV***

Recently, In all the meetings I've been to I've just been yelled at for not finishing the album when I'm about to go on tour in a couple of months but why am I the only one getting yelled I think to myself annoyed

I roll my eyes at a piece of paper and titled it "Automatisch" Shit now what do I write I think to myself as I crumble up the paper throwing it in the trash, and fall back into the bed, and like yesterday Tom wasn't here, he's gonna be late for the interview later

I tried taking a short nap since I was heavily sleep deprived, I couldn't sleep, I haven't been able to sleep ever since I saw her I need her, I need her here with me, Sabrina.

(((Btw the time is like 10:00 pm)))

**SABRINAS POV***

After we finish we both sit in silence I put my clothes back on by myself and while I notice Tom grabbing an earring from my dresser and putting in back in his ear

"Hey Sabrina " I heard Tom say

" We're going to be a secret, okay? like I don't want anyone knowing about us, you know for safety reasons" Tom explains

"Okay" I respond

"Great," he says while smiling at me he pauses for a second then says "I gotta go back to the hotel we're leaving tomorrow to go back home so this won't happen very often anymore"

Those words echoed in my mind I quickly respond "What do you mean your leaving you can't! Tom please no"

"Relax ill still be in Germany " he laughs

That didn't make things better for me and I also knew that would mean I would need to start booking hotels for myself to be Bills makeup artist which I knew would be something I would have trouble affording.