World behind my wall

Where are you.

BILLS POV:

As I get into the dressing room I see Tom on a coach with his hands on his face.

"Tom?" I say

He looked over to me with bloodshot eyes, his face looked all twisted and scrunched from whatever he was feeling, I knew he was crying

" I'm high" He responds before quickly passing me to leave the room

There wasn't any sight of anything he could've taken no smell either, he was a horrible liar, what had happened to him?

I get my stuff and head towards Sabrina's room, I feel all warm when I see her in my jacket, and I smile as she sees me.

"Want me to drive you home?" I ask

"Sure" she smiles as I hold her face with our foreheads glued together as I'm crunched down to her height.

GEORGS POV:

I made sure to keep my phone with me at all times today, For whenever Taylor texted me, I felt scared to announce our relationship to the band, not because I was embarrassed, but because I didn't know how Bill would react, Tom too would they be mad? I knew Gustav would understand but I don't know.

It's only been a few hours, but I missed her so badly, I don't know what I'll do once she goes back to the States for her acting career, feels like times going by faster now as she now leaves in 3 weeks.

I drive Gustav to his place and then start driving to mine, I see Taylor waiting by the doorstep

"Come on Taylor you're going to get sick," I say

" It's not even that cold," she says as she rolls her eyes in a joking way.

When we both walk into my house it is filled with silence "When are we going to tell them" she blurts

I didn't know how to answer I didn't want to make her mad but the truth is I still didn't know the answer myself "I don't know" I responded

"Oh, well whenever you're ready we should" she shrugs.

TOMS POV:

It was time for me to move on, even if I didn't want to, so here I was using another girl, but this time it was to distract me from Sabrina, I didn't want to play with girls' hearts anymore but how do I stop?

I sit on a bench and look at the lake glistening with the sun.

"Tom?" I hear a soft voice behind me say

"You wanted to see me?" She says

"Grace" I smile

Grace was a sweet girl with grayish eyes, brown hair, and a natural tan, anytime she smiled she had the deepest dimples and her freckles moved a bit too, she was beautiful, but even then I still didn't feel any connection.

" So what do you wanna do" she asks as she moves her hair behind her hair revealing her gold hoops

"Wanna go for a drive" I respond

I see disappointment in her eyes as if she knew what was coming but she followed.

" So how's everything been for you?" she asks

"Good," I say as I park the car and get closer to her

"I'm sorry I'm just lost in your eyes Grace" I whisper

She tried to help herself from blushing but she was terrible at it, It was cute but meant nothing to me, I just wanted to feel something

I reach to kiss her and she kisses me back, we start making out our kisses we're deep, as I try to search for some sort of possible connection, some sort of feelings I have for her, nothing, I feel nothing for her