World behind my wall

if i was in your arms again

                             SABRINAS POV

He kissed me, and he kissed me more impressively he knew once the street lights turned green.

I sunk to my seat I was so flustered at this very moment. He dropped me off only 3 minutes later when he left All I could do was feel my lips the lips he kissed.

"Woah"

our first kiss...

((FLASHBACK))

It was the middle of winter, and my raw emotions poured onto his shirt as it was soaked with my tears, who knows how long I cried, Bill looked down at me as I was on his lap tracing his eyeliner with my fingers and tracing his entire face gently brushing my fingers along his skin as he smiled.

when it gets to his lips I stop.

we're sitting side by side now, I hesitate I didn't know if it was the right time I got closer to his face as I watched him eye my lips, I guess I took too long because he pulled me in for the longest and sweetest kiss, he calls me precious, and that I'm a gift from God, I'm an angel from heaven. With the way he says it I have no choice but to believe it

He smelled like a sweet body wash no cigarette scent in sight.

the start of our relationship

((FLASHBACK ENDS))

We started so fresh and bright that anyone from a distance could say we would be getting married not long after

Sabrina Kaulitz.

I wonder what my wedding dress would've looked like, what our vows would've been

I send a heart message to him every night when I cry his name does he get them?

Though my heart messages only constant of the heartache I get any time I say his name.
" Bill "

                               BILLS POV

"Bill..?" I heard Gustav approach me he called me about an hour ago he wanted to talk, I already knew what he was going to say, why do they all feel the need to pity me about her?

"What?"

" You won't be mad if tell you this right..?" Gustav hesitated

I shake my head "Tell me, Gustav.. why would you call Sabrina then hide it behind my back? Why did everyone keep it a secret from me? do they think I'm weak?"

" How did you know?" Gustav looked at me confused

" I have ears I'm not deaf"

" Can we just forget Sabrina she's from the past."

"fine I'm sorry," he said with his head down

"Yay! Knew you would understand," I said with a smile as I waved goodbye.

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(he's in his room roaming Facebook)

" woah I'm really smart," I say to myself as I find paparazzi photos of Sabrina and this Emilio guy

"only 22 likes too? I'm a born detective" I say in awe of myself

I was able to find out who the guy was, he was a hot guy she has good taste, but a bit of a downgrade in my opinion as long as she was happy though, didn't matter if I was suffering in the end

we just put out tour dates and the tickets sold out fast so I clicked out of Facebook and paid more attention to my emails, reading them endlessly with my reading glasses