World behind my wall

Uncertainty

BILLS POV

Once Sabrina left all I could hear was the waves crashing onto the shore, I did my best to get her back I did what she said even when she didn't want me, I made no mistakes I tried to be perfect for her.

but she just doesn't want me

I didn't want to go back to the hotel mainly because I knew Tom and his girlfriend were fucking and I didn't want to hear it even if we were in different rooms.

Thankfully there was a liquor store nearby. The entire walk there I thought to myself  how does Tom move on so quickly, does he ever fall in love I see him with someone new every single week

I got a bottle as I was about to get a pack of cigarettes I stopped myself I didn't want her to hate me, she probably didn't even care if I smoked or not but I did if she didn't like it I'd stop for her even if she'll never know

it was 1:30 am when it started raining

"Shit!"

I was soaking wet waiting for my cab to pick me up and drive me back to the hotel, once I did arrive at the hotel I slowly made my way to my room. but Tom saw me as I was about to open the door.

"Why are you wet?"

" I went for a swim "

"wait shit what happened between you and Sabrina?"

" Tom shut up for a second please"

" oh.." he says quietly

TOMS POV

From bills answer I couldn't really tell what had happened between him and Sabrina, I wanted to ask so many questions but he clearly was drunk at this very moment

I watch as he just falls into bed proceeding to continue to tell me to leave.

I walk into my hotel room next door to see Eliza waiting in bed for me

" Is he okay?" she asks

" I don't know he doesn't wanna talk, I'll talk to him in the morning though before we leave"

"Oh ok," she whispers as she starts putting her hands on my chest.

"Goodnight Tom"

SABRINAS POV

I woke up the next day in my bed, with a billion missed messages and phone calls from Valerie, sooner or later I heard a knock on my door

" Hello?"

"SABRINA"

"Thank goodness you're alive"

" So what happened with you and Bill?"

I still wanted to go to that concert " It went well we just can't talk a lot cause of the tour"

"AH, I'm so happy for you!!"

TOMS POV

On the drive to the airport, it was only me and Bill.

" So?"

" We won't be seeing each other again"

" Did she answer the call"

"I wish she hadn't "

" Bill tell me what happened"

" Sabrina and me talked at the beach, I swear I had her for a second I swear of it! I felt it I saw it in her eyes, she left though "