World behind my wall

The wamrth

TW// MENTION OF SH SCARS

**BILLS POV**

I watch her as she sleeps on my shoulder, what is happening to her she looks sick I'm worried she'll get worse, she needs to go to a doctor, I feel her forehead as her temperature gets higher, I take off her zip up and put a cold towel on her forehead as I laid her down on my bed, as I'm trying to move her arms in a more comfortable position I notice lines on her wrist I take a double take to make sure I was wrong and it was nothing, but seeing it closer, she had scars on her wrist, one of them looked like it just started scaring which meant it was a recent one, why was she hurting? I want to help her.

**SABRINAS  POV**

I Wake up in Bill's bed and immediately notice my zip-up is gone, shit I think to myself I quickly put it back on, before heading to the bathroom to throw up again, I felt sick, and I needed to go home, as I try going downstairs, I hear Bill talking to Tom, shit so he was here I quickly go back into Bill room tripping over one of his suitcases on the ground making a loud sound, and obviously Tom had to hear it as I heard him say "Is someone in your room?"

Fuck, I quickly grab my stuff and jump out of the window, and start booking it, though my dumbass forgot it was pretty high from the ground so when I landed I knew it would cause a pretty bad bruise which was annoying. Thankfully Tom didn't see me though I never got the chance to say bye to Bill, Once I call a cab I quickly get home, and once I'm home I start feeling nauseous again... fuck, I throw up furthermore I decide to finally eat something since I was dying, as I eat the stale piece of bread I quickly get nauseous and throw up likewise, what the fuck was happening to me. I get a text from bill

Text: HEY SAB, guess what I'll be able to do interviews and photo shoots and I can start working on the album again! OH OH, AND I CAN REHEARSE FOR THE TOUR :) -Bill

Text: Omg yay :D - Sabrina

Once I finish sending that text I go back to throwing up I couldn't stop. I hear a knock on my door I ignore it praying the person would just leave, I could feel my body overheating so I take off my zip-up and continued throwing up.

**TOMS POV**

I was going to tell Sabrina to stay away from Bill so I decided to come to her apartment to tell her straight in the face because I was pissed she stayed over with him, I know damn well she's home right now why wouldn't she answer, surprisingly the door was unlocked once I enter I quickly hear her throwing up I quickly run over to see her in the bathroom throwing up non stop I look over to her left wrist as now that she saw me she tried to cover it, it was too late though I already saw the scars surprisingly she managed to say some words once she was able to get up from hunching over the toilet seat

"Tom.. go"

"Wow rude much?" I respond

I notice her face getting paler and her posture getting weaker I couldn't leave her in this condition, I may have hated her guts but I know Bill would've wanted me to help her so that's what I did as she fell in my arms

Shit... she was overheating how dumb could she be to get this sick I go into the Kicthen to try to find something to cook for her I look in the fridge but there was nothing, literally it was completely empty I look all over her Kicthen to see a package of stale bread, was that all she had? I go back into the room to see her awake now thankfully, then I say

"You're coming back to me and my brother's house you can't possibly live alone right now in  your state"

"I'll pack for you" I say

I dump her things into this pink-striped tote bag
I look over to her as she lays there drained and then says "Thank you" damn she even sounded sick

"So like.. can you walk?" I ask

"Yea, I can" She grabs her phone and an oversized jacket to cover her wrists, is she dumb?

"You'll overheat in that, here just take my wristband," I say

"Thanks" she responds as she quickly puts it on taking off her jacket. I notice how she isn't walking straight it looks funny but I help her out because I'm that nice once we get into my car I drive her back to me and bills place

**Sabrinas pov***

Was he really helping me right now? I Look down to see the wristband he gave me, he saw it, thankfully he didn't say anything once we get there Bill quickly helps me,

I hated that I had to rely on them as I'm sitting on the couch I notice Tom walking over to his room

"Sabrina, why did you leave through my window did you get hurt?" Bill says

"No I'm fine, it's just a bruise" I respond

Bill gives me a smoothie when I finish it he says, "Hey let's go to my room"

We both go to his room,

"Hm let's watch spider-man 3"

We then watch the movie I'm still dying, but this pain feels worse my head was killing me, me and bill were already very close to each other but once my head started pounding I guess out of instinct I grabbed his shirt and laid my head on his chest, feeling him breathe, and being this close to him broke me I started crying

"I'm sorry Bill, I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you " I cry

"Huh?" He says confused

"I'm sorry I'm sorry, I don't deserve you after I hurt you that badly," I say as I'm sobbing at this point

"You never hurt me? What are you talking about" he says trying to comfort me

" But.. Tom said you tried killing yourself cause of me," I say as I sink my head into his chest more

"No I was in the hospital because I was drunk driving Sabrina " he responds

I couldn't stop crying everything hurt including my head that kept throbbing with pain

"Shhh, your safe with me Sabrina I would never want to leave you I mean you mean so much to me"

"Bill."

He held me in his arms in his arms as he played with my hair I felt secure with him unlike Toms you could tell Bill's motives were good.

**BILLS POV**

I wanted to confess my love right there, it pained me knowing she blamed herself for my car incident, and it angered me that Tom lied to her.

Her cries made my heart ache I wanted her to be happy.

*Toms pov**

Her cries were loud I could hear everything she was saying from my room I didn't think it actually affects her that much, but hearing my brother say that to her was what brought me to the reality he really cares for her, though I knew I would be getting yelled by him later for lying to Sabrina but technically I wasn't

That day after that kiss he was off you couldn't even tell it was Bill anymore it was like he was gone, I'm guessing he got drunk thinking about her, and him getting drunk was what led him to crash so yea it technically was her fault, bill knows it deep down too.