(Toms 20) (Sabrina's 19 turning 20)"Will you let me?" he asks
I lay there speechless I nod and we start making out
I feel Tom taking off his shirt then he unbuttons my shirt taking it off to reveal my pink flower-laced bra
His lips pressed up against mine as he holds my waist I feel his lip piercing on my lips.His hand goes lower then that's when I say," Tom wait".
He stops suddenly looking at me confused as I try to gasp for air I say," I'm not ready yet "
I didn't feel like losing my virginity yet even when I craved him so bad this felt wrong I felt the biggest pit in my stomach while also feeling the happiest I've ever felt with him holding me like this
" Sabrina are you okay," he asks scratching the back of his neck while he's still confused
"Yea I'm sorry for wasting your time really I'm sorry," I say apologizing I reach for my shirt then he comes closer to me kissing me then he starts buttoning up my shirt Tom lays down on my bed
"Come it's cold in here" Tom whines
Toms eyes turn from me to my broken window
"When are you planning on getting that fixed," he asks
"Soon" I lied knowing I couldn't afford to fix it
I go in the blankets with Tom as we hold each other his warmth his presence was all I needed to feel safe.
**TOMS POV***
I don't think I've ever heard a girl tell me she doesn't want me to fuck her I didn't mind though her kiss was enough to send me to heaven I felt like I was floating with her.
I look down to see her sleeping on my chest, then I remember we have a promotion photoshoot in the morning I look at the time on my phone
5:56 am
Shit, already I should get back to Bill before he suspects something, I leave a note on her bedside then I leave one of my earnings in her dresser so I could come back here some time soon I head out of her apartment, to then call a Cab to get back to the hotel.
**SABRINAS POV***
What happened I think to myself last night felt like a dream having Tom kiss me having Tom hold me while I sleep then I hear my alarm clock,
6:30 am
I get up and get in a shower since I didn't take one last night due to Toms visit, once I get out I put on a pink shirt with a different pair of cute bedazzled low-rise jeans and decide to leave my hair natural today since I didn't have the time to straighten it, I did a put a bit more effort on my makeup today knowing I would see Tom there, then I grab my makeup bag and head out, I call a cab to get me to the hotel.
This is how Sabrinas hair looked.
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World behind my wall
Fiksi PenggemarSabrina is a 19-year-old student in her cosmetology school she moved to Germany but is ordinarily from New York, even though she was lucky enough to be accepted into one of the top cosmetology schools in Germany, she still couldn't get her mind off...