"do you have to go seth?" I sigh, sulking on my bed like a toddler.
"Your father wants me on a job, I have to otherwise he'll fire me. I'll be back in a few days don't worry." He replies, pulling me close to him and rubbing my back.
It's weird how close me and Seth have got, it's like we're not in a relationship, but we still touch each other and love for each other the same way a couple would.
He loves to feel my body. To touch every inch of it, and I let him. If he doesn't, some man that my dad will marry me off to will, so I just want it over and done with.
I don't want some pervy old man taking my virginity, I just want someone I trust to, someone that won't take advantage of me, and actually feels something for me. That's why I do this.
"Seth." I say
"Hm?" He replies, still stroking my back.
"I want you." I mumble, abit nervous. His hand stops moving on my back, and I feel his eyes on me, as if they could burn into my skin.
"could you repeat that ley?" He sighs, quietly. Probably confused by my statement.
"I um. I want you." I mumble again, this time fiddling with my fingers in my lap to avoid looking at him. I know I'm still young, but I need to get it over and done with.
It doesn't take long before he grabs my jaw making me face him, and pushing his lips onto mine. Fighting to keep them together.
One hand holds my jaw, giving him better access to my lips, and the other free one roams my body, slowly making its way down to the increasing heat in my pants. Bad day to wear joggers I guess.
Before entering my pants, he grabs my hand, guiding it down to join him down there. His tongue now invades my mouth, fighting to get inside and I squeeze my eyes shut.
I wince when my hand wrapped in his touches the hem of my underwear, his playing with it as he kisses me.
I feel my legs tensing up, as if they're telling me I shouldn't do this, but I want to. And I'm not stopping. My door is locked, the curtains are shut, so there is no way anything will ruin this.
He breaks the kiss as his hand goes further down, now inside of my underwear and making its way to the wetness between my legs.
"Touch yourself with me ley." He mutters, and I gulp.
"I-I've never done that seth.. I couldn't- I don't know how.." I sigh, feeling slightly embarrassed but he just smirks, placing my fingers on my clit and pressing down on it gently.
"Keep rubbing there." He orders, and I sigh, feeling slight tingles go through my body as I rub circles on my clit.
His hand then makes it's way further down, rubbing itself in between my folds, and god. It feels good.
I wince at feeling one finger go inside, then another. Biting my lip at the pain. It feels so good yet hurts so bad.
His fingers thrust inside of me slowly, warming me up to take his length.
"Seth." I moan out, feeling my legs shake at the friction between my legs he caused, and I feel a new sensation shoot through my body, making my body shudder,
The pains stopped slightly now, he curls his fingers inside of me, and I close my legs slightly just for them to be forced back open by him.
I moan out, struggling to keep quiet at this point, and hear slow breaths against my ear as he uses his fingers to pleasure me.
"Oh god! Se-" I moan out uncontrollably.
"Leyla? you in there?" I hear my brother call as he knocks on the door, I gasp and put my hand over my mouth, and I notice seth tense up slightly aswell.
I look at him, signalling that he should take his fingers out but he doesn't, he just keeps thrusting into me as his hand goes over my mouth, muffling any noises I make.
"Leyla? I need my charger! I know your in there!" He groans, and I can just tell he's rolling his eyes as he bangs on the door.
"God seth.." I whisper, urging for him to stop this torcher but what happens, he doesn't.
"Leyla?!" I hear jace shout again.
"I'll- I'll be out in a minute jace!." I whine, trying to conceal my moans as seth quickens his pace.
I feel a wet feeling seep through my legs, and he removes his fingers from inside me and licks them, smirking at his work.
I roll my eyes and run to my bathroom quickly, feeling my legs numb and clean myself up before opening the door just a bit so I can see jace.
"What do you want?" I grumble.
"My charger, what were you even doing in there for so long," he mutters, trying to look past the door.
"Um."
"Hm?"
"I was watching porn-" I blurt out, instantly regretting my words and seeing his face contort.
"What the fuck?" He laughs, clearly not believing me and takes his charger from me, then walking off and going to do his own thing.
I sigh, closing the door and leaning against it, feeling anxious at the thought of being caught.
I hear seth chuckling on my bed, proud of his work and I throw him the middle finger.
"Why would you do something like that! We could've gotten caught!" I yell, but he just smirks and comes up to me.
"We'll continue this next time love, I have a job to go to." He says, brushing one strand of my hair behind my ears and placing a soft peck on my lips, before leaving my room and going.
I never even got to see his.
I sigh, sitting on my bed. Happy that I'd found seth and excited to see him again after his job. It's in Paris for a week so it'll be a while before I see him again, but I can't wait. I'll have sex for the first time when he comes back. I could even have a real boyfriend.
I smile and hug my pillow, waiting eagerly for the days to pass and him to come see me.
But the days didn't come.
Day after day after day.
There was no vision of him.
I texted.
I called.
I even asked my brother.
And yet seth never turned up.
Nobody knew what happened to him, he just disappeared on the job, and everyone was clueless on his disappearance.
But no one seemed to care really except me, it's like he never even existed.
What if he was dead?.
I knew it was too good to be true.
That's the end of Seth's backstory for now.
What do you think happened to him?
Leylas not as innocent as we think.. but still a virgin 🤞
I'll try get a new chapter out soon, I'm just not as motivated any more, but I promise I'll try for you guys.
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