TW- SA. If you're not comfortable with this, skip this chapter...
It's not a long walk to his house, about 15 minutes down the road and he talks the entire time. He's made a whole plan on what we are going to do and keeps giving me creepy stares.
I know that sounds horrible, but he just has a disturbing look that I never noticed before and there's something different about him since we started dating.
I hesitate then slowly step in his house, the walls were dark and basic, no life living in the house. The furniture was the same, grey and lifeless. He told me he lived alone after he moved out from his parents, he'd had a few girls stay here but none of them lasted, and that he was hoping I would be able to change that.
I don't believe I can, I don't want to, but that sounds cruel since I'm his girlfriend, I should want to be here and spending every minute with him, but he's just not him.
He takes my hand, leading me to his bedroom,
"So, what do you wanna do?" He says as he sits on his bed, signalling me to follow. I just shrug, a bit lost for words and just wanting this over with.. why didn't I just stay at home. I think to myself.
"Wanna watch a movie? I can get snacks?" He smiles, I feel guilty, maybe he just wants to be loving, that grin on his face looks so innocent. I smile back at him lightly "sure" I say, as I get myself comfy on the bed, resting my head against the headboard.
I sit there in silence, scrolling through the movies on his TV, I look up as he comes back around 5 minutes later, holding hot chocolate and popcorn, and I chuckle, "how did you know those were my favourite!"
He lets out a big grin, "I know everything" he jokes as he climbs onto the bed beside me, taking the remote and putting a film on, I didn't see what it was called, but I know it's a romance? It looks good anyways.
I take a sip of my drink, embracing the warm milk as it touches my lips, making me feel calmer, more at peace with the situation, and I feel one of zacs arms wrap round me.
About half way through the movie, I start to feel a bit dozy, and I've noticed Zac getting closer and closer to me, to the point where he's going to be practically ontop of me if he moves any closer, and I notice he keeps glancing at me.
Suddenly, a mature scene comes on the TV, my eyes widening at the random appearance, I gulp and close my eyes, not wanting to see that right now, as I feel a hand snake round my waist, pulling me quickly underneath Zac, to which my eyes widen and I just.. stare at him?
"Zac.." I chuckle nervously, and he smirks, placing rough kisses along my neck, I try to grab his shoulders to push him off, but my arms feel like- jelly? I scrunch my face up, confused as to what's happening as I feel him getting closer and closer to my face, kissing along my neck, jaw, and suddenly my lips.
I try to push my face away "not now Zac.. I'm not in the mood for this" and he just chuckles, his hands making their way to my top, slightly lifting it as he kisses me.
I gasp as I feel my top unbutton, gripping his shoulders as I gaze in and out of consciousness.. why do I feel like this?..
His mouth reaches my chest, kissing areas I don't want, cupping my breast as he smirks. "Baby you know you want this" he whispers, "Tell me no if you want.. talk to me baby" he smirks.
I open my mouth, but nothing comes out, my body feels numb, what is happening.. I feel like I can't move.. my body has gone limp, my eyes are open but I don't feel alive?..
"I'll take that as a yes" he grins, a gross, manipulative grin that I never thought I'd see, as I hear him slowly unzip his trousers, whispering cruel things in my ear. I feel a tear go down my face, biting my bottom lip as he teases me with his.. I don't even want to say it..
I try to fight it, but nothing will move, my words won't come out, I can't do anything. I'm helpless. My eyes widen in shock as I feel him insert himself, pushing harshly in me, tears fall down my face, holding my shoulders down as I try to gain the strength to push myself up, my eyes slowly rolling back into my head, I blink in and out.. in and out...
"You're going to be mine forever Layla. You'll never leave me baby.. Grey will never have you." I hear him grunt as he continues, my eyes slowly closing and losing all consciousness, it's better this way. I won't feel it anymore.
Wait.. grey?..
Very very short one guys. Hated writing this bit. Poor leyla. I don't know if you guys even still read this.
Much love, Cora.
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