In Another Universe (Miguel O'Hara)

Journal Entry: Miguel O'Hara

My name is Miguel O'Hara and I am the leader of the Spider Society. With the help of my younger brother, Gabriel, I created the Spider Society. He is no longer a part of the picture but I continue to lead.

The fate of the multiverse falls on my shoulders.

Every bad decision, every mistake is my fault. I've made bad decisions. I've made mistakes. They have all come at a high cost. This job isn't for the weak but I wouldn't say that I am the strongest.

Since Gabriella... things are difficult. I lost the most precious person to me and it was all my fault. I can't pinpoint where exactly I went wrong but I know she's gone because of me.

I try to not think about that, it hurts too much. I could never forget her, she was my everything. I loved taking her to soccer practice and getting ice cream after her games. Even if her team lost.

Life without Gabi seemed meaningless. Life seemed meaningless for a long time. The only thing that kept me going was the fate of the multiverse. That barely kept me going. Nine months after I lost Gabriella, my life began to have meaning again.

Her name is Isabella Ramirez, and our friendship means everything to me. She's an amazing woman, I have never met anyone as beautiful as her. Her intelligence, creativity, and sense of humor blows me away. I've never met a woman like her... she's really special.

I met her a month ago and she gives me meaning now. I'm falling in love with her.

It's easier to get up in the morning. It's easier to be Miguel O'Hara. It even feels easier to be Spider-Man. All of it feels worth it as long as Isa is safe.

She doesn't know about my life as Spider-Man, I haven't told her. I didn't think things would get this far... and it's too late to go back. There's a lot of things Isa doesn't know about, I don't know if I have the strength to change that.

I didn't think someone could mean this much to me after Gabi. For so long I thought I didn't deserve to have someone mean as much to me as Isa does. Everything related to Isa has been unplanned, she has been an unexpected addition to my life. Now, that I have this... I can't let it go.

I know there's a possibility this might be dangerous but my fears aren't strong enough to let her go. I'm in too deep now. I'm in love with Isa...

- Miguel

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A/N: Thanks for reading, hope y'all liked this part. I also hope y'all enjoyed looking inside Isa's and Miguel's head so far. Peter's turn is next! Will be posting that part asap!

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