Love born from hatred (Year 1)

Lost Memories

Ryueen's POV:

Ah shit it was that dream again, or rather why am I remembering this old memory from my past? I woke up quite annoyed from dreaming about that shitty part of my life again. Why suddenly did it come back? It has been about 5 years since that incident I thought I had forgotten all about it by now.

An unfamiliar sense of panic rushed over me as I looked around my room for something, damn it I don't have any medicine laying around. I quickly put on some suitable clothes to visit the convenience store and rushed out of Suzune's dormitory.

"Ryueen where are you going this early in the morning?" I heard Suzune say something as I left the dorm but I couldn't properly make it out nor did I care at the moment.

I ran to the convenience store without caring about my surroundings but I bumped into no one on the way there as most students probably weren't awake right now or they had just woken up.

"Welcome, how are you feeling today?" I was greeted by a convenience store employee but I ignored her and made my way to the aisle that contained what I needed right now, there found it now I need water. I quickly bought my items as I was starting to feel dizzy and could barely breathe properly. After I exited the store I immediately popped the medicine in my mouth and then quickly drank water to drain it down my throat.

Clarity of my surroundings once again formed around me as I was finally starting to relax my mind a little. "Tch so pathetic to fall in this state again, what is wrong with me, why am I still the same pathetic middle schooler?"

"Excuse me sir are you alright?" The employee from earlier had come out to check on me probably after noticing me acting so strange before.

"Yeah I'm fine, you can go back to work now." As I said this I started to walk away from her and back to the dormitories.

"Where have you been? What was wrong with you in the morning? You just suddenly rushed out without even letting me know where you were going." After re entering Horikita's dorm I was questioned by Suzune herself as she was standing at the entrance with her arms crossed.

"It makes me happy to know you were worried about me Suzune but it's nothing you should worry your pretty little head about." I started to walk away from her but she grabbed me by the collar and pinned me to a wall.

"I'm seriously Ryuuen your face doesn't look too good it's almost pale, what happened? Wait is that medicine?!" She noticed the bag of medicine and water that I had in my hand, she's still as observant as ever.

"I would love to play rough with you Suzune but right now don't we have to get ready for school? Go and get ready I'll make breakfast." After I said this I forced her hands off of me and started walking towards my room. I could see her still standing there probably trying to burn a hole through my back by giving me her famous "glare" right now.

As I entered my room I threw the bag of medicine and water on the ground and sat on my bed.

"Yo Ryuuen let's go to the arcade after school!"

"Ryuuen you picked a fight again? Seriously what would you do without me constantly patching you up?" 

"Next time you're about to pick a fight with those kids from katakuri high, bring me along then we can definitely beat them!!"

"You know I'm always going to believe you even if no one else does right, Ryuuen?"

"You need to learn how to start relying on people more Ryuuen, you can't just try to rule everyone you have ever laid your eyes on damn dictator hehaha."