Narrator's rants en life

How do I write up characters and how do I feel when i do./rant on ignored ocs

I listen to music, and brainstorm for hours on end...you think "hey...is not too long...I mean can't you do it on the fly". The answer is "no". I put a lot of work into every creation, every roleplay, every thought and detail of every character I make. I never feel truly done with making them even after I have posted them on my OC book. Every time I write on there I always ask myself "am I making a character that people will like, or will it just be blown away in the wind"...and so many of my characters I create are ignored while some take the spotlight and are glorified to know end.

Like for example any of my mario ocs or paper mario ocs I work on for like...4 hours on the ideas and lore then writing in a world where they all collide into one so the lore can add up together is hard work...hard work that is ignored and just forgotten.

It is like a dairy that anyone can read it is sitting there on my desk, but no one ever takes the time to even read it.

Will that ever stop me from writing a character that I think is neat and should be put down in words...never, I will always write a character that is on my mind and I will never stop doing so.

I would just like people to notice some of my other ones rather than me forcing them into role plays so I can...give them some time in the limelight.

Yea that is what I been thinking this past time and I hope you enjoyed this a bit