His Girlfriend

Karma Said F*** Me

Megan POV

Have you ever felt closed in?

        Like the walls around you were caving in, like the floor underneath you was shrinking into a black abyss. Have you ever felt like you were trapped, you could see the door, you could see your way out but couldn't go through it?

That was how I felt.

These long, over dosing days of being left in his house again began to catch up to me.

Before it was a little more tolerable, I was not at all pregnant. But now that I was, my heightened emotions were making my entrapment unbeatable.

    I stared at the TV, letting it watch me as I laid in his bed. I had been in his bed so long that his scent on it began to disappear. I began to not notice it anymore when I came into his room, I was use to it and I did not like that.

I let the countdown to the next episode go as the door to his room opened. Glancing over, I sighed as Bleu came in.

Bleu: I didn't expect you to be up.." he said as I stared back at the TV.

Me: I haven't been to sleep." I mumbled. Eyeing me, he closed the door behind him as he stood there.

Bleu: You know he is doing this for you, right?" he asked as I glared at him. I let my angry stare answer his stupid question as he sighed.

Bleu: look, you didn't go yesterday to the reserved spa so Trey booked you another appointment today." he said as I cut my eyes to him now.

Me: He doesn't get the message does he?"

Bleu: No and turning down all his gestures to ease your stress is not getting his attention." he hinted.

Bleu: he thinks you are just being stubborn." he said as I listened.

Bleu: he doesn't quite understand why you are upset and not going to the things he plans for you to help you doesn't help." he said as I loosened up. Walking over to the bed, he leaned on Trey's bed post as I sat up.

Bleu: just get dressed and I will take you to the spa. It will really help you more then you think." he said kindly. Being the one to sigh this time, I slid to the edge of the bed as he helped me down. 

Me: what time is the appointment?" I mumbled.

Bleu: it begins whenever you arrive." he smirked. Smirking back, I headed to the bathroom as he headed for the door.

Leaving the room, I got ready fairly quickly.

      Showering and putting on a pair of comfortable shorts and a black t shirt, I placed my hair in a messy bun before leaving the bathroom.

Grabbing my phone off the bed, I sighed as the percent was only 45.

    I usually keep it charged 24/7 and it being at only 45% showed me just how overdramatic I was being. Stuffing my phone between my hip and waist ban of my shorts, I left the room as Kollin, Marcellious and Bleu were chatting.

They hadn't notice me yet as I watched them argue in a whisper. They were huddled close together as Marcellious nudged Kollin a bit.

Nudging him back, the shadow of my hair caught Bleu's attention, making them cease their conversation.

Bleu: that was quick." he smiled.

Me: I am ready to get out of here." I smiled back. Coming down the last steps, I heard Ceelo pull the car around.

Kollin: pregnancy looks good on you M." he said as I smiled small.

Me: thank you." I blushed a little at the new nickname.