His Girlfriend

A Weak Minded Mindset

Trey POV

Scrolling through my computer, I sipped on my drink as the morning came to a hedgeway.

After me and Megan's blowout, the house was quiet. We barely said a word to each other. She of course was not talking to me but I was not talking to her because I was ashamed.

I usually keep my word, I am good at keeping that shit. But for some reason, keeping it to Megan was hard. Ion know why, it was like I was scared of change, scared of letting her all the way in.

I mean yeah she was in, we were close but Megan was not as close to me as she wanted to be. That's why I lash out at her, because it's easy, it's easy to make a good woman get away from me. I tried to sit and think about how I could fix that shit on my own, but I couldn't.

I stayed up all night really thinking about what to do to get Megan back.

Buying her a car, buying her more diamonds, a ring. All that shit came to my mind first and the as soon as it did I realized a major issue within myself.

Showering a woman of her status in jewels and cars and what not was not going to be how I earned her back. Fixing my character flaw, fixing how I was as a man was. I could buy that woman the world but she would still turn me down because I was not the man she wanted.

A lot of self evaluation came through as I thought about it, I was man of many statues but the one thing that I did not have a grip on was my anger.

I did not know how to channel it, how to keep it from hurting the people I love.

I was weak.

Weak minded and trying to fix it on my own was not going to help me.

..So, I made a few changes that I anticipated exactly at 12. Looking at the time, 11:30 rolled around as I began to pack up my office. My doors opened as Bleu and Marcellious came in, laughing and turning their smiles into a frown.

Marcellious: You gotta meeting nigga?" he asked.

Me: sum like that." I pushed as I collected my things.

Bleu: It must've just came up, I ain't see it on the schedule M put out for you." he said as the sound of her name made me smirk.

Me: she sent out my schedule this morning?"

Bleu: Yeah, sent it right on time too." he laughed as that made me feel good. It felt good to still know she was still my assistant at least.

Me: well it is new. I got called to meet Thomas." I lied as Bleu frowned.

Bleu: meet an exec out of the office?" he confused.

Me: I thought it would be better to sit down and talk to him at a lunch." I said pushing my desk in.

Me: With Manson ditching, I need to see were his head is at." I told. In truth, I was meeting Thomas today, but that was after my scheduled meeting at 12.

Marcellious: aight well do you need us to ride along?"

Me: Na it's cool, ion want it to look like I am ambushing him or ganging up on em." I shrugged. Nodding their heads at me, I finished my drink before placing it back on the mini bar.

Bleu: Is M coming in today?" he asked.

Me: she is, but she is only here to drop off payroll. Make sure she does that and goes back home." I told.

Me: ion want her stressing about nothing when she is taking care of Ky." I said.

Marcellious: aight nigga, we will make sure she comes and dips out." he nodded. Giving them a thumbs up, they walked with me through my employees in the hall.