THE FATE

CHAPTER 7

Morning came too soon. I wasn't that hungover, but enough to take my time in the morning. I called my droid in to get me some food so I could sink into bed and never leave. 

I know I need to check my tablet for any news regarding work, but I cleared my schedule for today specifically as I wasn't sure how the mess night would go. 

"Ding."

"Maybe I need to stop saying my thoughts in my head, because they seem to come true."

I opened my tablet and appears as if its just a reminder for tomorrows meeting with Kylo. Wait, I don't remember setting this up. That's fine, I can face him. I guess. What could go wrong?

I sent a ping over to Cody to see how he is doing, I doubt he is awake. But I just wanted to make sure he is still alive. 

Should I ping Kor? No, I shouldn't. 

I finished my food that my droid so lovingly brought to me and I emptied my mug of coffee. 

As I laid here in bed, still gripping the sheets that had Kor lingered on them. I kept wondering to myself, will he ever remember last night? Maybe he won't. I should pretend like it never happened. I don't know what to do. 

Kylo was the first person I was ever with. When we encountered each other at Skywalker's school, it was like we knew each other forever. We had an instant connection. The three of us were always together when we could see each other. Kor was off doing his Mandalorian thing often, but would come back and train with Luke as well. This was when I was the most happiest. I felt like I was actually serving a real purpose to something. 

I was training under Luke Skywalker, who his father was my grandfather's padawan. Kylo's mother knew my grandfather very well too. It was perfect scenario for us all. Until that night happened. When Luke saw evil in Kylo and decided to attempt to murder him. That changed everything for us. 

Snoke was always in the shadows with Kylo, but I never noticed. But as time has passed, I realized what truly was going on. Kylo was letting Snoke in through the force and changed him. When all of us went to the First Order, we were all a little scared but full of fight for the cause. Imagine having not one but two former Jedi's and a Force user Mandalorian, Snoke saw this opportunity and took full advantage. He saw that we were young and naïve to the cause and he knew what he could use us for. 

Snoke hasn't really used Kor much, other than him being my personal body guard and right hand for everything. Kor wasn't that strong with the force, but what he lacked in force he made up for in battle techniques. Which is why he was useful to the First Order, he was the most experienced. And I think that is why Kylo never liked Kor. Kor is older than us, and therefore had more life experience than him and even me. Kor was always a touchy subject for Kylo when we were seeing each other throughout school and the beginning phases of the First Order. 

I never truly understood why Kylo was jealous of everyone and everything that even looked in my direction, but he didn't hold himself to that same standard. I tried so hard to be patient with him during the first phases, but he turned into a short tempered, full of anger, and inpatient person that I wasn't familiar with anymore. This ultimately led to the end of whatever Kylo and I were. Snoke really encouraged us to stay in close working relationship with each other, but that was just a cover for him. Kylo has Skywalker and I have Kenobi in me, what a better duo. But Kylo only had ill intentions with me. 

He never took "us" seriously, as I was just someone he could call in the middle of the night and I'd come almost immediately. I hated that he had that much power over me. He started to take off on random missions and left me to deal with things on my own. Which how I quickly decided to reform the 501st and begin elite operations with Kor. I needed something to busy my mind or else Kylo would rot my brain if I'd let it.