"But what if my brother finds out about us?" I manage to whisper out my mouth followed by very faint moans.
"Jesse won't find out, it will be like our little secret." Ellie replied firmly in my ear and carried on making wet kisses on my neck.
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It had been almost a week since I last properly spoken to Izzy. I would See her around the house of course and she would still hang out with us but it was back to usual, it was just frequent "Hi's" and "bye's" or "do you want a drink?" Type of questions that would be Followed by multiple awkward nods.
But then came the more awkward glances at each other. I caught her staring at me a few times just for her to quickly look away once I'd notice, the same went for me. What was happening?
After that night at the party our little bickers towards each other had just, stopped? I guess it's because I feel bad, she went through a lot that night and I don't wanna be the one putting her through more hell.
And when Jesse found out he was angry, you could even say livid. He wanted to 'blow that mother fuckers head off', as he said so himself. I'm surprised Ethan didn't know not to mess with one of the leader of the patrols sister, but he was clearly stupid.
Dina was also mad, but she showed it in a different way to Jesse, she also seemed upset and blamed herself for what happened. But it wasn't her fault, they went there to have fun and to 'loosen up a bit.' well, that's what Dina said.
Today was the day I help out Jesse with patrol training, and it's Izzy's last one. Meaning she'll be going out for real patrols soon. I don't know how to feel about it, she's definitely ready and she knows her way around a gun really well, just like Jesse does. But, she doesn't seem the type of person that would be able to kill, if that makes sense? Dina went through a phase like that too but soon got over it after she nearly got shot in the arm. I'm just hoping it doesn't take Izzy to get a shot wound to the stomach for her to get over because then, it will be to late.
But I don't wanna think about that, I just hope her patrol partner is someone decent.
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It was my last day of patrol training, I'm so excited because that means I'm going to be going outside of where we live in Jackson soon, and will actually be able to use the gun.
But a part of me is scared to use it, I mean not on infected that doesn't worry me. But what if I come across real people, people who could be a threat. and I freeze.
