"But what if my brother finds out about us?" I manage to whisper out my mouth followed by very faint moans.
"Jesse won't find out, it will be like our little secret." Ellie replied firmly in my ear and carried on making wet kisses on my neck.
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What the fuck did I just get myself into? No no no, I shouldn't have ever done that. Making out with her that one time weeks ago was enough and now she had literally fallen asleep in my bed, I had to wait till everyone had gone and people were asleep so they didn't see me carrying her over to her own room. Shit, if Jesse found out about this, he'd go ballistic on me.
And the worst part is, apart of me doesn't fully regret it. I feel sick, I'm supposed to be Jesses best friend and I just fucked his sister, someone who means so much to him. I mean it's not like I want a relationship with her or anything but as much as I hate to say it, I do wish I could go back to earlier.
Seeing her unfold like that in-front of me made me melt. Her very faint moans that would get louder and louder as she got closer to her high, fuck, as much as I shouldn't I can't get it out of my head. Her body is so beautiful, breath taking honesty. Man, everything about her was perfect even the healed scars on her thighs were pretty. I just wanted to kiss every last part of her, and as much as I wanted to leave love bites everywhere to prove to everyone that she belongs to someone, I knew I couldn't. Not if I didn't want Jesse finding out. He can never find out.
Once I had finally woken up my head was spinning. Before I had pulled Izzy aside I had had a lot too drink. That's probably why I ended up doing what I did last night. I can't say I completely 'regretted' it I mean of course I hate myself for it but I can't hold back my feelings forever? Maybe this will help me get over her.
"Ah shit." I groan out as I lift myself from my bed and walk over too the door, I open it to see someone coming out from Izzy's room but it wasn't her, it was Dina? She must've stayed the night.
Wait. Shit, if she stayed the night in Izzy's room she must've been In there when I had carried Izzy to bed right? I mean I didn't see her in there when I walked in and I didn't feel her on the floor, so she couldn't have been? Maybe she was in the toilet at the time.
"Oh, hey." She says when she realises I'm leaving the other room also. She doesn't seem pleased to see me?
"Hey, uh enjoy the party?" I whisper to her, for it's too early to be talking normally.
"Well..." she squeaks out as we both make our way towards the stairs.
"Well?" I chuckle at her, we haven't really spoken lately, I don't know what happened we're usually quite close.
"Fuck...Ellie, I messed up." She sighs, looking at me with a very guilty expression when I turn back to look at her as we walk down the stairs and make our way to the floor.
"Hey hey, what's wrong? What happened?" I frown at her. I really do care about her.
She ignores my question and walks off into the kitchen, I follow after her.
"Dina, come on. You know you can talk to me, I mean I always come to you with my stupid prob-" Before I can say anything more she cuts me off sharply.
"I slept with Jesse." She seems close to crying now, and I don't help with my mouth that's fully agape shocked at her words.
"You what?" I laugh at her and the fact she finally given in to Jesse who's like her for years.
"Ellie, don't laugh! It's not funny, what am I going to do?" She groans bringing her hands up to her face.
"Well, do you regret it?" Ha, I love how I'm asking her that question even though I don't even know myself.
She doesn't answer. She just slightly cringes at me signalling that she doesn't.
"Holy shit!" I yell out not aware of my surroundings.
"Ellie, seriously keep you voice down. I can't even tell Izzy about this, it's his sister." Looks like me and Dina are now in the same boat, however Izzy would be cool with them getting together because she knows Jesse will treat her right, but Jesse knows how I treat people, not that I mean to be shitty I just, I don't know. I get scared, Cheesy I know. But scared that I might loose them so I get rid of them first before they even get the chance to leave.
"You know Izzy will be cool with it though, right?" I reply.
"I know but, still...it's fucked up, isn't it?" Yeah, it is.
"Dina, just don't stress it, okay?" I reassure her and she smiles back at me leaning in for a hug and wrapping her hands around me, I'm not much of a hugger so I tap her hinting she should move back.
"Right, sorry forgot you were weird like that." She mocks me.
"It's not weird, I- I just don't like hugs." I mumbled.
"Anyways." She laughs at me. "What did you and izzy talk about when you pulled her away?" She says with a smirk.
Fuck, Ellie.
LIE! LIE! LIE!
"Oh um, nothing I just was talking about if she had an idea to where Jesse was." Well that was a shit lie.
"Well, you could've said that with me there too? But whatever I guess." She knew I was lying but she didn't wanna push me.
"Yeahh, sorry." It's getting awkward now.
"Mhm." She hums.
Oh Lord, someone save me.
After a minute of silence she breaks it and speaks up again.
"Well, uh I gotta pee, Izzy should be awake waiting for me to get back, I snuck in late last night. She seemed exhausted when I asked if I could stay in her bed, weird." She looks at me furrowing her brows.
