Our little secret.

That night.

I had just woken up after the night with Ellie. My legs were still slightly weak but the pain had slowly left from earlier.

God, last night. I don't know how to feel, I mean of course I enjoyed it and it felt right to do it with someone like Ellie for my first time but I just felt so guilty. Guilty that I had just slept with my brothers best friend, and Jesse won't take that Information lightly and I don't think Ellie wants to tell anyone anyways, not that it's something I want to tell people either. I mean it was just sex nothing more, right?

I had realised Dina had wondered in my room early in the morning and crawled into bed with me, like we usually do when we have sleepovers. I'm guessing she didn't wanna bother Ellie and of course she wasn't going to sleep with Jesse...

Once I had finally opened my eyes I turned to see Dina was no longer in bed with me, did she leave?

"Hey, Dina!" I yell out, my voice laced with sleep.

Then I heard footsteps coming from the stairs getting closer to my room, it was her.

"Uh...Good morning!" She speaks out, looking slightly nervous?

"Hi? What's up Dina?" I say with worry.

"Nothing?" She stutters.

"Yes there is Dina don't lie to me." I pat a spot in the bed signalling her to sit down beside me.

"You...you can't get mad." She sits next to me and I tilt my head at her in confusion.

"Mad at you? Why would I get mad?" I squint.

"I- I might have slept with your brother last night. I know that's so shitty of m-" I cut her off with my sudden burst of laughter.

"Why are you laughing at me?" She says with shock.

"Dina...we all saw this coming, did you not?" I can't even contain myself anymore, I'm practically on the floor.

"Oh shut up...it was never that obvious, was it?" She questioned, being dead serious.

"Oh bless you soul." I say sarcastically and pout at her.

She cups her head in her hands in embarrassment.

"Hey look, on the bright side...he will treat you better than anyone else you've been with ever did. I'm happy for you." I reassure her grabbing her hands from her blushed face.

"So your not mad?" She looks at me.

"No Dina, I'm not mad." I smile up at her making sure she gets that I'm supporting the whole situation.

"Anyways, what did you get up to last night?" She turns around facing me.

Shit.

"Uh, nothing! Nothing happened." I lie.

"Hm." She nods at me not believing a thing I say.

"Wha- what's that supposed to mean?" I'm panicking now, did Ellie say something to her?

"Nothing." She smirks at me.

"Dina, what do you know?" I sigh.

"Well I know one thing...and that's that me and Jesse weren't the only ones having fun last night." She starts the wink and smirk at me nudging my arm.

"Ew! Dina what the fuck? Never word it like that again." I cringe at what she just said.

"Hey! Don't tell me I'm wrong though?" She says with an eager look on her face.

"Well, I don't know maybe?" Nope just stay silent Izzy.

"Maybe!?" Yeah I should've stayed silent. "Izzy, this is such a big deal, this is your first time! Yeah it was with...Ellie but that's okay we can work on someone better!" She giggles.

But what if I don't want anyone better? Shit no. Don't say that anyone would be better than Ellie.

"Uh, yeah right. You're right." I agree with her.

"Anyways we need to get ready, you're going on patrol later right?" I nod and we both go off with our day, I'm dreading patrol with Ellie later.

Once I had finally made it back upstairs I made my way to jesses bedroom. When I had walked in he was passed out on his bed snoring loud like he usually does. I snuck up to him and leant down to his ear, then I screamed.

"WAKE UP!" I yell causing him to jump up and smacking me in the face.

"Man what the fuck?" I'm giggling but also slightly in pain.

"Me what the fuck? What about you what the fuck! You scared me you dick." He laughs out but he's also out of breath.

"Damn you're such a sap Jesse." I tease.

"Yeah yeah, whatever. What the hell were you thinking? Creeping up on me like that." He starts getting up and I notice the piece of underwear on the end of the bed...I'm assuming it's Dina's.

I look down at it and so does Jesse sighing when he realised what I've just seen.

"Damn...got lucky last night hm?" I mock.

"Shut up man. It's not funny." He seems to be in a mood that I had woken him up.

"So, who's the lucky lady?" I say this knowing exactly who it is.

"Fuck, your not gonna believe this." He drops his head in embarrassment.

"It's Dina." He admits looking back up at me.

"Holy shit. Congrats dude...you've been crushing on her for a while you deserve it." We clap our hands together and I bring him into a hug I am really happy for him he deserves this. He'll treat her right and she deserves it too.

Later on was patrol with Izzy. Last night was great and all but I hope that doesn't make it awkward between us. It was already awkward before...maybe if I just ignore her the best I can it will be okay, right? I mean obviously I don't wanna look shitty but that's what I do with most of my hook ups. And that's what she is, she's just another hook up to me. No matter what she's gonna be nothing else to me other than my best friends sister.

A/N: thank you so much for 2k reads that's literally insane!!! Tysmm ily all mwah (also I didn't proof read this but I haven't posted in ages I wanted to post something for you guys.)