Love Countdown ㅡ Seungmin × Stray Kids ✓

R ㅡ But I Can't Let Them Go.

[Ending for R]

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What do I see in you?

Why do you smile at me like that?

Why do you look at me like that?

Stop making me feel special.

I don't like this feeling.

This feeling,

When I'm with you...

I like it when you grin at me every morning...

When you call me by that sweet nickname....

When you wrap your arms around me...

When your eyes twinkle, looking at me...

You're so bad...

You only care about yourself...

You're selfish....

You're narcissistic...

But I still want you.

I liked it when it was just us.

But then he came along...

He made me feel a lot of things you couldn't make me feel...

I tried to ignore him,

But I couldn't.

Falling for you was a mistake.

But falling for him was an even bigger one...

Because he was equally as bad as you...

But it was too late.

Is it so bad...

That I want both of you?

That day, I woke up for school as usual. Brushing my teeth, eating breakfast, and tying my Converse. But I didn't wear my uniform.

My heart felt heavy, but I could still carry it. I felt a million emotions washing over me, but I needed to do it.

I wasn't going to ruin a precious friendship just because I fucked up.

That day, I went to school. My hands were buried in my jeans pocket, had it always been that cold?

As I walked my way to school, I encountered the same alley.

But this time, I didn't stop. Instead, I smiled slightly and walked further away.

It's no use looking back at the past.

I know, the one who was at fault since day one was me.

It was me, desperate for love.

It was me, the one who betrayed them.

The worst thing?

I broke their heart.

I soon arrived at the school, with a clenching heart, I made my way inside, walking inside of the hallways.

From a distance, I saw my friends chatting together as usual.