Las Vegas

15. Lets try stability ball

Mile
You are my dream

I am so scare to look at his eyes. His eyes can see all my emotion. I am hurting much. I nearly fainted when i know he start cleaning his old apartment. I cant even let that happen because its mean a lot for us. How will i let him go. I cant forgive myself for hurting him. Am i being selfish all this long. I never thought of divorce since the start. How could he think i will divorcing him after our beautiful life. He live as usual, smiling and serving me like always. He never show any sign of how hurt he is now. That make me become crazier. Is he pretending to be happy with me all this time. I really cant read him. If he can act like he is in heaven after something that hurt him happen, how would i know his smile and laugh genuine or only to comply with me. Like win said, i am traping him.

He what i ask bible when he inform apo again attack my husband luckily he is okay and again i run to my house to find him smile and happily greet me. Not even once he mention about apo. At first place i want to ask wether he is hurt or not but i cant say a word when he behave like he is the happiest person in the world. It make me really scare. I try to distance myself and keep myself busy. We rarely having fun together now. I am that scare.

Mile apo is acting weird. He keep seing a hitter bible said. What he trying to do i ask bible angrily. I think he plan to hurt bright pete said and show me how apo trace now moving to my husband shooting area. Send more bodyguard i said and quickly grab my car key. All of us running to car park. Both pete and bible already notify his bodyguard.
Win dont leave bright alone i call and ask help from win. What happen he ask in panic. Just dont leave him i said and end the call. When i arrive everyone look tense. This is not good. I quickly get into my husband waiting room. I can see blood everywhere. Where is bright i yell angrily. He is safe his manager said and quickly bring me to other room. He look so busy helping his bodyguard. Without waiting for one second i run to him and hug him tight. I dont care weather
i am crying or not. I need to hold him so that i can be breath. Phi he call me while patting my back. Are you okay baby i ask him and quickly check on him. Hey, he hold my hand and slowly put my hand on his chest. Feel it, i am still breathing he said. I am sorry i said and hug him again. Dont leave me, i will die i  said. Stupid he said and chuckle so you are running to here because you worry i will die he ask me. Dont you scare i ask him and look at his eyes. Yes i am scared but i cant be scare because you look worst than me he said and chuckle.  How could you laugh in this situation i ask him and peck his lips. We keep hugging each other until i heard bible said . Mile on your left and quickly turn to my left and see apo with a gun.

What a bicth. You make him run to you only for a scracth he shout loudly to my husband. I quickly pull my husband and make him stand behind my back. He try to refuse but i glare at him. You are scary he said and now quietly hug my back. I know apo is burning with anger. Get here i will kill mile if you stay behind him apo shout angrily. I cant, he is angry when i dont listen to him my husband reply casually and i nearly laugh. I know he try to move but he cant because i hold his hand tightly on my waist.  You dont believe me are you, apo said and shoot the mirror beside us. I can felt he strugling to let go of my grasp. You need to kill me before you can touch him i said. Dont be hero, he quickly reply from my back. It suppose to be my line he said again . Apo become angrier and bible take this chance to push apo down. Within a second now apo was hold by our bodyguard. During all commotin i keep holding his hand make him stay behind my back.
You hurt me he said loudly and that make me turn to him. My hand he said slowly and i quickly let him go. Are you okay i ask him worrily. He nod and hug me tight. I know he is worry about me. Now he know how i felt before. It always harder for the one who are being protected. Are you scare i ask him and he look at me with his glittering eyes. He nod and hug me tight. I will kill you if you leave me he said when everyone leaving us alone. I look at him and kiss him. I miss him so much. I will die for you but i wont leave you i said.

I thought he suddenly said and stop. What you thought i ask him who now on my lap. I thought you will pay me 1B for rules no 5 he said sadly. I am preparing myself he said again with a sad smile. Something that i miss before. He never show me this sad smile. I swear i will never leave you, because i will die i said try to convince him. Will you he ask me. Yes, i love you more than myself. How will i leave you i ask him firm and clear.
You love me he ask me and his eyes look sparkling. Yes, i love you since the day i promise your mom. We Romsaithong will never make a promise if we dont mean it i said. He now crying and hug me. I love you too, i am really scare he said and sobs sadly. I love you baby.

This is our first quarrel and i nearly lost you i said and he look at me lovely. Let promise to each other, we will talk instead of assuming i said and again he nod and hug me. I am sorry he said. I am sorry too i reply. Lets go to gym i suddenly said. No he quickly reply. Or jaccuzy i ask. No again he reply in panic mode. Let go to gym i finally decide and bring him to our gym.

He now crying mess on his four on yoga mat while i do him. I can see he is shaking with pleasure and pain.
Lets try stability ball next i said  and he look at me with scary eyes and cute face.
We can try all of this item here i said and start kissing him back. He look at me scarely but moan when i start touching him again

The end
13.08.23