Las Vegas

13. Dont you hurt.

Mile,
No, you should always be happy.

I am getting annoyed with apo lately. He is like broken radio. Keep repeating our old love story. Like i said, it always be one of good memory for me but its already end. He cant accept that because he thought i was forced to be in the marriage because of scandle. I wish he know who initiate the scandle and get the most benefit because of that.
I really hate it when he prentend that he care and regret for his action. I know he now being regret because he know my true identity. I nearly yell at bible and pete when they are late for our gathering today. Apo become clingy and try to seduce me. If it was two years ago we will have a hot steamy session in the hotel room but not anymore. I dont think i can turn on even when he is naked in front of me. I find i am really obsess with my husband. I felt like a pervert when i am with him. Every part of his body make me want him. He dont need revealing cloth or any sexy cloth to make me crazy. Trust me  i will crazy if he try to seduce me. But he look sad today. He will always in his mom's room that i prepare for him if he felt down and sad. I am really worry but i need to give him space. I know he wont reject or refuse me in any way, that why i want him to have his time alone. I will just patiently waiting for him.

Are you okay now i ask him gently when i see him walk out from his mom's room. Are you waiting for me he ask and look guilty. What the matter, you should call me he said a bit regret. Nothing i just miss you i said and hug me. He then chuckle and look at me. Dont worry i just miss my mom he said. I try to read his face but he just smile and peck my lips. Lets eat i am hungry he said. Okay i said and lift and bring him to the kicthen. Phi he shout because he was shock. Now both of us gigling walk to table. I prepare all his favorite food. You dont have to do all this he said soft but very clear. I pinch his cheek and ask. If i dont do this for you, who should i do it for i ask him. I will always be like this forever i said and he smile and nod. Really he ask me. We dont know the future he said and feed me his favorite shushi. It will always you i said firmly. Okay stop being a romeo, lets eat he said and softly chuckle. I mean it i said again. Okay i know, i get it he said and then feed me another sushi. You know what i ask him. He now look at me with inquary eyes. We will have hot steamy night in jacuzzi tonight i said firmly. Why he ask me a bit panic. He know i will go a bit crazy and he will fainted everytime we do it at our balcony jaccuzy. I need a cleanser i said and he look at me wierdly. I really want you now he said start carressing my hand. Stop it phi, he know i cant stop when i start flirting. I let him eat and look at him with my pervert mind. I am really hard now. Stop being pervert he said. I only laugh and keep looking at him. I cant eat if you look at me like i am a shushi he said and stop eating. Are you done i ask him quickly. He said yes and try to run but i know him too much. Before he run i already lift and bring him to our balcony. He know i will crazy looking at his wet body.

He obediently serve me there with his teary eyes. He still cant adjust to my size. But he look so cute and sexy kneeling before me. He know there is a day that i will a bit dominant and play it a bit hard like today. But most of the time i am very gentle lover. He look so red and ravished when i pull him on my lap. He now look at me ask for pity but like always i will never get enough of him. By this time He should know, the more he beg for my sympathy the more i want to do him. He hug me neck tight when i make him riding me. He finally fainted on my chest and i finally release in him. I know he will be very shy tomorrow because he is very conservative in our sensual activity. The shy look he give to me everytime i change our position is addictive. Let just say i am crazy for him. I am glad that i have him now and he belong to me.
I am sorry i said quickly when he awake with all the pain. He try to look angry but he finally laugh when he look at my puppy eyes. I let him rest and he will be the king of the day. Just like him, everytime i lost control i will feel guilty and worry so much. He will keep blushing the whole day because he is shy. I believe he is really created just for me.

I am now look at apo angrily. You lost your chance before i said coldly. No i dont, it was snatched by that whore from me he yell loudly. Bible and apo try to run away but i make them stay. I really dont want to see apo suddenly naked again. I make sure i never alone with him after that day. He is my husband, you better respect him i said angrily. I wont compromise if you talk bad about him i yell at apo and now he look at me with his big eyes and cry. You changed he said while crying. You change so much he said again. I swear i will make you beg me again he said and leave us with a big bang at the door.

We should tighter your husband security. Apo being crazy right now bible said. I nod and look at pete. I am sorry for this project. He promise and swear that he dont care about you anymore pete said guiltily. I will just announce my retirement. I think now the fans and media already forcely accept that i am married to my husband and not their delulu clowning. I dont want my husband hurt because of this.

Hi win i greet him when i see him at the lobby. He nearly punch me but was blocked by bible and pete. Hey what wrong i ask try to cool him down. I know he is just like my husband. Soft and gentle. There must be misunderstanding for him to behave like this.
Stop pretending, leave bright if you cant appreciate him he said coldly. Now i know this is serious. Win calm down pete said. We need to talk i said and finally win agreed to have a drink at my private bar. Why this sudden hate i ask. Because i know win is sincere when he congratulate and wish me and bright happiness. Stop pretending. He is very nice and wont say anything win said. I know he is refering to my husband.
Divorce him if you are willing to be with someone else. He will sad but will gracefully back off win said. What do you mean i ask win again. At first i thought its nothing but when i see apo here again today, i can guest why he look so gloomy and sad now days. Now i felt like being a splash by cold water.
Both of us see you and apo walk into the hotel a few weeks ago. He just left after that. Then i see apo here again. What are trying to do win ask me firmly. I need to go i said. I stop when win hold me. Leave him if you cant love him. He is someone who believe in fairytale and love . Stop traping him in your castle win said and then he let me go.

I cant believe what i just heard. Oh my god, what should i do. I swear and promise that i wont let him hurt but now i am the one who hurt him slowly.
I am sorry i said and hug him tight. Hey what wrong he ask me and look at me gently. About the hotel, i try to explain.
Its okay he said and smile at me.
No its not okay, how could you say it okay i said loud and ask dont you hurt.

11.08.23