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UPDATE ON ME & BOOKS

Hey guys,

I am so so sorry I have been gone for a while. There were just a few unexpected turns to my summer (most all of them good) but that has made me not write as much. I still have passion for writing and my stories so I promise you guys I will finish them. I won't leave these stories unwritten. I have a lot of the rest mapped out in my head, it's just a matter of sitting down and writing it. Your comments and kind words definitely help and I am so thankful for them.

MY PERSONAL LIFE...
This summer I was pretty busy taking classes and I was also seriously taking to this guy. He suddenly (literally out of nowhere after constantly telling me he wanted to be with me) decided he needed to be single rn so I have been dealing with that.

Don't worry, I am okay. I made him meet up with me a day after we broke up and told him about how I felt about everything so I think I got the closure I needed because he really didn't give me an exact reason. I probably made him go inside and cry tbh.

I don't doubt he cared about me but if he wasn't willing to better himself for me in a relationship then he obviously wasn't worth it. And I respect him needing time alone so I am good and going to move on. He probably thought I would yell at him or cry but I didn't do either when we were breaking up because (to his surprise ig???) I am emotionally mature enough to accept that some people do things that you can't control as much as you don't want them to. And for me, I knew that if I had cried then it would have just been worse on both of us. And I am too stubborn to let him see me cry over him tbh.

One thing that made me feel good though was that he said we were in different places so I asked him what he meant and he said that (to summarize) I had my shit together and he didn't... LOL. So I think me actually putting my all into stuff made him insecure even if he wouldn't admit it. So I quite literally left his house beaming and jamming out in the car the second time we talked bc literally I felt so girl boss. I mean don't get me wrong; I still get sad sometimes and my emotions go up and down with hating him for it, but I am genuinely doing okay.

AND ON TO THE BOOKS...
I promise you I will not leave these stories unwritten. You guys have been with me for like seven years... you guys are a constant in my life so I will be a constant in y'all's. It may take months, but I promise you I will always come back. The one time I did try to take a break only lasted two years and I came crawling back better than ever.

And I love these characters too much to leave their stories unfinished. Each girl represents something important to me and each girl has a little bit of me in her. They deserve their happy endings (no matter how long to takes to get them) and I am not going to be the one thing that gets in the way of that.

I am going to try my very hardest to update every week or two. If I think I can manage it then I will try to come up with a set schedule.

QUESTIONS...
If any of you have any questions for me or want to rant or talk you guys can always message me or comment and I will try to get back to you guys. I love you all and hope your school/college/work treats you well!!! <3