My heartless life (Killua fanfiction)

Chapter 16: Panic attack.

Previously...
Then I felt him kiss me back. He made all this mess I got myself into worth it. He makes my life worth living for.

Walking back to the waiting area I took his hand in mine holding it tightly.
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Calypso's POV
Currently we all are at the Last Phase of the Hunter Exam! I'm so happy that all this mess is over. The only thing we have to do is fight the opponent Netero assigned for us. The decision was made depending on the answer we gave him back at the airship when we left Zevil Island.

Gon is currently being taken away by some staff because he got beat up, but he still won. I guess no one can win to his cuteness.

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All this waiting is getting boring. I would not have taken this exam if there was no Killua. Up next was Killua and...
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Me.

"I'm looking forward to this, Lynx." I said smirking.

"No. No. I'm not fighting her! I won't. I forfei-" he was cut off by my voice.

"Are you underestimating me? Oh hell no! You are fighting with me baby. I don't care whatever you say. WE WILL FIGHT!" I said crossing my arms.

"Ok but don't come crying when I hurt you. I won't hold back..." I could see right through his words. He actually meant them. He was mad at me.

It was like this huge gash was slowly ripping my senses. It was a reminder. A reminder that I'm heartless and there's nothing that can change that. The ideals I learned since I was little were the only things that kept me sane.

But somewhere deep inside, hidden there's a part of me that tells me that I'm wrong. It is like a glowing light that slowly fades away.

Walking towards the center I saw that Killua wasn't looking at my eyes.

"Sorry, I told you I wouldn't hold back." I sensed the sadness pouring out of those words.

"Don't worry I won't hold back too." A smile crept on my face.
Killua flinched.

I kept smiling innocently, walking towards him. He was confused and scared at the same time. He didn't know what to do. He just stood there frozen.

When I stood in front of him I placed my arms on his neck, kissing him on the lips. Slowly I intensified the kiss. That's how I fell in love with his lips. When he started kissing me back I tugged him by the shirt pushing him to the ground. I pinned him to the ground and as I kissed him I took my knife out of my boot. Escaping his lips, I held my knife to his neck.

"I told you I wouldn't hold back." I whispered in his ear making him blush. There he quietly accepted defeat.

As I stood up placed my knife back into my boot. Looking around we saw different reactions. People were muttering how can a girl my age kiss like that and someone called Hisoka was smirking pervertedly.

When you love someone you don't care if the world is watching you, because it's just the two of you.

I walked outside trying to catch some fresh air. Outside I felt the air get cold. Shivers covering my body. I have a feeling something bad is going to happen.

Sitting on a bench I remembered when it all started. I was hungry and I ate some gummy bears. Good times.

Walking back inside the room I saw that everything was over. They gave me my hunter license and congratulated me. Looking for Killua there was no sign of him.

"Leorio where's Killua?" I asked him.

"Um.. He didn't pass. He stormed off back to his house apparently." Hearing this I felt nothing. No sadness, no anger nor any emotion.