Her name is Violet (Mature)

XII - "The Rain"

Sanji

"I went down to light a cig at the smoking area. I was very upset at how she reacted."

How could a girl resist a custom made heart shaped chocolate on valentines day? How could someone get mad over such a sweet gift?

So I lit my cigarette to hide a way my tears. In my mind, why would someone do that?

Violet texted: "Perv where are you?"

I replied: " I'm down here smoking a cigarette in the middle of the rain trying to hide this fucking tears."

Violet responded: "Come here" I'll wait for you.

I was already hurt. I went back up. Eyes still red from crying. I went up, slowly walking past her. I went to the production area and finished the rest of the shift. Then I went home. Walked in the middle of the rain and bought a bottle of Rhum.

I drank the whole bottle. I was so down that I opened another bottle of Rhum and drank it half way until I slept.

That night at work;

Violet: Hey! We need to talk.

I simply said. OK

Violet: Perv meet me at the usual place.
Again I said OK

3:00 AM and it is break time.

She was already downstairs sitting waiting..

Violet texted: Where are you?

I replied I'm on my way there.

The place was our favorite place to hangout at lunch time. Fresh air, the scent of flowers. Free from the noisy and nosey reps who did nothing but backstab everyone they could see.

Violet: Perv are you OK?

I said, You know I'm not.

She said, you know I hate sweets and I hate people who are sweet. This has to end.

I just said OK, Alright I'm going back up.

My eyes now teary eyed as I was fighting my emotions

I was already walking away. Then she ran towards me and hugged me..

Violet: Sanji.. Please.. Stay..

For what? I asked

Violet: I want you to know that I didn't want to hurt you. I love you but not like the way you loved me.

And how would you know, how I love? You won't even let me love you. I said

Violet: I don't want to see you hurt.

I replied, Its OK I am getting used to it.

Violet: I can't love you, you are too fragile and your life is already complicated I don't want to add up.

It would only get complicated once you would complicate things. You have set your rules, you broke your own rules, then you get mad at me. I said

Violet: I just can't.

Because you have your hangups? I asked

Violet: Because there is this other guy who is waiting for me.

I don't care about the others. Waiting? So where am I on the waiting list? I said

Violet: Its not that. He's been waiting for four plus years. We were together and I kinda promised him, once we get through things that...

That? I asked

Violet: That we could be together.

"If you really love that guy then why have you done all these? You dated L, you went out with a lot of guys. Then we... I stopped

Violet: Yes there were 16 of them, three of them were girls.

"Sixteen? And how many of those are serious... I bet you can't even tell. You know why? Because I know you are scared and every time you feel something unfamiliar, something you can't control you avoid it. So let me make it easier for you.." I left her and I was brushing away my tears to go back to work...

I got hurt. So she's going to choose him because he was her bestfriend and that she met him before me?

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