XXVIII - "The Haven"

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Sanji

"Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alright", Bob Marley's song continued to play as I was writing my blog.

I am thinking about all the things we have been through. I was thinking about how we met and how this is going to end. To sum it up, I say it was complicated.

She was a confused, fragile little girl. Confused of the individual hardship she has encountered. Did she love me? No doubt she did, Does she want me? No doubt she did.

I was reading through Violet's text message last night.

"I knew I have hurt you, I understand that you are moving on, it is a good thing that you started dating, thanks for letting me know. You may forget the feelings you had for me, I have no right to demand that you keep it, but I hope that you don't forget the friendship we shared." She said

I replied,
I have no regrets loving you, I already gave you my everything, yet you still chose him over me. And now I see you are suffering, I don't want to date someone without closing everything about us, I want to love her and give my all to her. It would be unfair to her if I don't give her my all.

She said, "You know that I am your rainbow and you are my haven, my safe haven, He is already hurting me so please don't add up."

"I have never hurt you, and I will never hurt you I am telling you this to let you know, that even if my heart was broken and shattered I will be fine." I said

"Have you heard the song "Almost by Tamia"?" Violet asked

"No, why?" I asked

"You should listen to it. It just reminds me of.." She paused

A week has passed,

I texted her, "Hey I called it off, I decided to cancel the date. I still can't get over you. It's still you that I want, still you that I need."

"You should move on. You deserve to be happy too! She replied

"Hey Perv you know what it doesn't matter, I don't even care about finding another girl so stop pushing me around specially Joan! She is a friend. I am not the type of person who believes in fairy tails, but I believe in the "Spark."

"Spark?" She asked

"Yes the "Spark" that feeling that you get hit by a small electric shock when your skin touched. I have 6 serious relationships, many flings but I have never gotten a "Spark" as many as I got when I was with you. Do you remember the time I coached you on selling EMP and IWP? That was the first. When you sat on my hospital bed, then you checked me out of the hospital and we walked around the mall. Then there was a time when we watched "The Boy Next Door", do you remember how many times we felt that spark. When we first kissed we didn't force each other into kissing each other. It happened after we got that same feeling when we were lying in bed watching the Pirates of the Carribean. But it doesn't matter now right? "

"Perv..." She said

"Yeah I know, I should never talk about "us" again. Good night Perv.. I texted her as I finished writing the column on my blog.


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