Her name is Violet (Mature)

XXIII - "The Relief"

Sanji

"I don't think you understand me at all. I would've thrown away my life for you." I said to myself while reading her text message

Everything turned into gray. The night became more silent. The surroundings, everything else became darker.

If she knew me she will come, "Come here I will wait for you." I texted her

I was so tired, every part of my body aches. I just woke up and saw her messages it was a whole bunch. At first she was telling me about her current boyfriend Drey.

She said "My breathing stopped as his eyes met mine, whatever hope I had in my heart vanished like smoke as I realized that his eyes held a different color, a different world, a different depth. I no longer recognised this look. Then I knew that he has written me off."

I scrolled down her messages and she said, "It felt like someone grabbed my heart and stabbed it a million times in front of me."

Crap this felt like dejavu written all over. I remembered before when she was about to go to her first hearing at work. When she had been asked to explain her fist fraud case. Yes she had two fraud cases, I helped her out on the first case. And she got away with it. She texted me, "Perv where are you?"

I replied, "You can no longer text me like that, you told me to stay away. That everything between us is over"

She got mad but I can feel her emotions, "Damn you! You were the only person I was holding on to, the last person I expect to be with me during this time, I don't care about the hearing later, I just want you to be there to listen to me, please..."

If there was one self-centered girl I dated it would be her and her name is Violet.

I replied, "Yes where will we meet up?

She replied" I am already here at the bread shop" "Please hurry!"

What the? The nerves begging and then now demanding me to hurry up?

Then I said, "I am on my way there

At the way she texted I felt there is something off, if not the hearing, then there's only one person that affected her like that it is Harold, yes at that time it was Harold her first love.

I arrived at the location and when I saw her I ran towards her, she was teary eyed, I held her and hug her and she cried.

I knew it, it was Harold. Harold already moved on and he already found a new girl friend.

She said, " He has moved on Perv"

Now, the person that is haunting her is "Drey". The freaking guy who went to my office who came looking for me. The insecure guy who came out looking for me. The guy who she is currently with. The guy she chose over me.

I remembered telling her back then, " You know Perv, you always look for other guys, when I am just right here for you."

I felt a pain inside my chest when I said that. Now its all the same, she chose to be hurt. Because her mother knew him. Because she brought him home. Lame excuses.

Then I scrolled down to the second message.

"I am crying right now it felt like my heart is scattered, broken into pieces. I know this isn't the right time to share this with you. I don't have to intrude in your life since you are moving on."

A tear fell from my right eye.
I mentally replied on her message, " You know what to do, you know where to see me, my life is a mess, you are a mess, my room is a mess but nothing more can be complete with the two of us together."

Later did I realised that my fingers typed the message and sent it to her.

"Oh the hell with it" I just said to myself

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