🃏 Adulthood 🃏

♠️ No-No zones ♠️

CW//might be disturbing

- No-no zones
(Song by me)

Let's play with my Nintendo DS
Why are you suddenly undressed?
I don't understand your words
But I have a feeling it'll cause hurt

Today we drew our no-no zones
Not intended to be touched as shown
Because my teacher told me it's private!
Why do you tell me to be quiet?

I peed my bed again
I just do not understand
Why do you touch my red zones
Every time we're left alone

I snuggle into my Hello Kitty sheets
Your strange tone is scaring me
Can't we play Mario Kart instead?
Why are we always on my bed?

We can sing, play or draw
But you just talk about laws
Why are all my nightmares about you?
This feeling won't wash off with shampoo

I peed my bed again
I just do not understand
Why do you touch my red zones
Every time we're left alone

You're younger, but you know more
Why do I always wake up sore
Who taught you these strange things?
It all feels like tons of pins

I feel so angry, it depresses me
For my room you have the key
I tell you to stop, but you don't listen
I look up lifeless as my limbs stiffen

I peed my bed again
I just do not understand
Why do you touch my red zones
Every time we're left alone

I want to sleep every day
Please, I'm begging you to stay away
I feel so weird and ugly
I can't differentiate dream from reality

Nothing no longer feels real
Now I only desire to conceal
I feel so shameful that I can't read
It's so difficult but you don't help me in need

I peed my bed again
I just do not understand
Why do you touch my red zones
Every time we're left alone

I no longer want to go out
I am forgetting how to count
Only some memories always come back
Slowly I start to feel like an amnesiac

These bruises won't ever heal
When you do this, it feels surreal
Can we go back to playing normal games?
I don't want to feel further pain

I peed my bed again
I just do not understand
Why do you touch my red zones
Every time we're left alone

[Written in: 09/01/2023]