- Healing
(Poem by me)
Treading blood stained snow
Picking shards of glass out of my skin
So a new chapter in life begins
As countless poppy flowers grow
I ignored my wounds
Because I could not treat them
I used to feel so overwhelmed
So roses wilted in the gloom
I lost and lost and lost
And refused to give
Ashamed, I saw it as a sin
Already cried at such thoughts
Scared, lost and confused
Self inflicted torture
Tried to erase my nature
But would you rather die, than get bruised?
Mental contamination, lack of information
Worsened my repression
Still, I must accept my expression
And try to change my situation
Maybe one day, maybe in my future
I can give this flower to my lover
In every aspect, I can perhaps trust her
And we will go on an adventure
This is difficult, I am aware
A beating is easier to accept
Than a loving kiss with respect
But this joy, I wish to share
Romantic, loving, special moments
On the night of my dream wedding
I will finally feel ready
To explore this new enjoyment
In my happiest dreams
I am my most vulnerable
Loved, accepted, honourable
Only for her eyes to see
[Written in: 03/02/2024]
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Puisi♦️♦️♦️ A collection of my songs and poems. From 2023 and onwards. They are free to interpret. I removed my other collection with my earlier works. They just no longer reflect me as a person and as an artist. Disclaimer: Some of them tell fictional s...
