- Her name starts with an A
(Song by me)
Why do I feel like this?
With her attention I feel in bliss
I cannot focus on class, I look at her
I cannot think, my mind is blurred
Beautiful eyes, beautiful smile
Perfect personality, perfect human
She has a wonderful style
Over these thoughts I feel confusion
Deep voice, calm and mature
Dominating presence, around her I feel safe
Usually collected, around her unsure
I am 19, she is 24 years of age
My heart beats for no one but me
It has no space for another person
Regardless, of her love I am not deserving
No one ever wanted me, why would she?
I never had feelings for anyone
I am too focused on my pain
So why do I think of her in the rain?
Why do I think of her in the sun?
Why do I feel like this?
With her attention I feel in bliss
I cannot focus on class, I look at her
I cannot think, my mind is blurred
Eyes, full of love
Words, full of acceptance
This situation is tough
Why must she meet all my preferences?
She is just pretty
This admiration is just aesthetic
All her jokes are so witty
After every interaction I feel energetic
She is probably like them
She probably dates a man
Who would not want her? I have no chance
Still, I cannot help but sneak a glance
Weirdly, I feel jealous
When she talks to other women
In everything she does, she is precious
These feelings feel like a prison
I want to be her friend
But I get too nervous to talk
At least she is contend
Because my heart feels locked
I have her number
But I will never text her
She will never like me, I am younger
I think about her, even in my slumber
A month has passed
This feeling has not
Between us there is a gigantic contrast
She is happy, I am distraught
For her, I have no feelings
So why do I have dreams of kissing her?
Why is that thought appealing?
When she does not look, why do I stare?
Why do I feel like this?
With her attention I feel in bliss
I cannot focus on class, I look at her
I cannot think, my mind is blurred
[Written in: 07/08/2023]
YOU ARE READING
🃏 Adulthood 🃏
Poesía♦️♦️♦️ A collection of my songs and poems. From 2023 and onwards. They are free to interpret. I removed my other collection with my earlier works. They just no longer reflect me as a person and as an artist. Disclaimer: Some of them tell fictional s...
