Stay With Me

Chapter - 14

I thought my school would open in January, 2021. But no, the government hasn’t declared yet about opening schools. Yeah, that's the right decision. Environment isn’t safe yet. Still many people are dying and the number of infected people is increasing day by day. New year only has 3 days to come. And also my birthday is in January. As I don't have pressure for studies and spend my day doing nothing, mom told me to make a visit to my cousin's home. Since the government had lifted the lockdown, I only went to school for assignment submission. So visiting cousins and other relatives will make me happy.

[ At my cousin's home]

It's not so far from my home. It takes 20-30 minutes if you hire an uber. And also if there is no traffic. Everything is fine at my cousin's home. There is nothing to feel bored. But I only feel bad about one thing. I miss Jeremy. I don’t have a phone with me. I can't contact him and it makes me so sad. I prepared myself to stay at my cousin's place for a week. I will go home the day before my birthday. My birthday is in the 1st week of January. 
I am enjoying here. Watching movies, eating tasty foods, sometimes reading some novels and sometimes they are taking me out to explore. But I am missing Jeremy every single moment. My heart says I should tell him about it as early as possible but actually I am so afraid of my parents. So I can't take a risk. It's one of the heartless realities of teenagers. They can't even make a decision. It's the time when you grow up, mentally, physically, emotionally. But your feelings, opinions don't have 1% of importance to anyone.So my feelings are. I can't express my feelings to the boy I love and I also can't tell it to my parents. And I can't tell the boy I love because I am afraid of my parents. Then whom should I tell? 
To God. He will listen.