My whole life people have told me that I'm crazy
But I have never cared what they say
Never took a minute to believe them
Even when I knew I was completely insane
But I'm writing to you in this letter
That I'll only shove back into my drawer
and I guess that I'm beginning to believe them
I can't take this any more
I miss having someone to talk to
You were always there
I guess that I took you for granted
Sent you away
With a cold- hard stare
I never told you in person
But I loved you
I've loved you since the first cigarette we shared
But now my love is forbidden
It's f*king Romeo and Juliet
And every time
A light flickers
I can't help but imagine it's you
But I'm trying my best to put my past behind me
To start my grief for you
Somewhat anew
So no more Christmas lights for me Hop
No more talking at the walls
Cos that only proves them right
That I was insane all along
I never believed that
My son was dead
I guess I hoped it would be the same with you
But there's no other person who believes me
So I suffer alone instead
Sometimes I wonder what've happened
If we had gone on that date
Would we be married and rich now
Living on a dreamy Indiana estate
I never believed in fairytales
Even when I was small
But when I was with you
I think I started to believe after all
It's far too hot here in Lenora
It's not my cup of tea
But hey
It's anywhere
But Hawkins
So
Hip hip f*king hooray for me
My phone is always ringing
It's making my brain explode
But it's not like I don't always answer
Secretly hoping
That
It will be you
That I will hear your voice once more
Say my name just one more time
This smile is getting annoying
Cos who in the world am I smiling
For
So yes
I know that I'm crazy
And
No
I do not care
Not not anymore
I just miss you so much these days
Hop
I miss you 10 000 times more
Yours Truly,
Joyce
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PoetryCHARACTERS ARE CREATED BY THE DUFFER BROTHERS AND NETFLIX AND I DO NOT CLAIM TO OWN ANY OF THESE CHARCTERS A Jopper fanfic/fanpoetry set after the events of Stranger Things Season 3. It is a series of letters/poems that Joyce writes to Hopper in his...
