Yours Truly Chapter 4

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My whole life people have told me that I'm crazy

But I have never cared what they say

Never took a minute to believe them

Even when I knew I was completely insane

But I'm writing to you in this letter

That I'll only shove back into my drawer

and I guess that I'm beginning to believe them

I can't take this any more

I miss having someone to talk to

You were always there

I guess that I took you for granted

Sent you away

With a cold- hard stare

I never told you in person

But I loved you

I've loved you since the first cigarette we shared

But now my love is forbidden

It's f*king Romeo and Juliet

And every time 

A light flickers

I can't help but imagine it's you

But I'm trying my best to put my past behind me

To start my grief for you

Somewhat anew

So no more Christmas lights for me Hop

No more talking at the walls

Cos that only proves them right

That I was insane all along

I never believed that

My son was dead

I guess I hoped it would be the same with you

But there's no other person who believes me

So I suffer alone instead

Sometimes I wonder what've happened

If we had gone on that date

Would we be married and rich now

Living on a dreamy Indiana estate

I never believed in fairytales

Even when I was small

But when I was with you

I think I started to believe after all

It's far too hot here in Lenora

It's not my cup of tea

But hey

It's anywhere 

But Hawkins

So

Hip hip f*king hooray for me

My phone is always ringing

It's making my brain explode

But it's not like I don't always answer

Secretly hoping 

That

It will be you

That I will hear your voice once more

Say my name just one more time

This smile is getting annoying

Cos who in the world am I smiling

For

So yes

I know that I'm crazy

And 

No

I do not care

Not not anymore

I just miss you so much these days

Hop

I miss you 10 000 times more

Yours Truly,

Joyce

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