Yours Truly Chapter 9

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Tears flooding 

Down my face

But I'm writing to you

Anyway

I can't shut my eyes

Because when I do

I'm thrown back to that room

That day

My heart torn into pieces

As I whisper your name

As I stared at you

Knowing that what I was about to do

Would kill you

My heart shattered as my arm wrenched

The gaping hole closed

Closing my heart from the world forever

I'm on the floor

My heart spilled out onto this page

You died because of me

My recklessness, stupidity

Now my blanket at night is your jacket

That still smells a little like you

Of cigarettes and 

Waffles

Everything I love about you

We never got the chance

To realise

But I hope that you know

That to me it was always

You

Flowers grow

Only to be trampled

Like the love I spent years growing

Now only to be snuffed out 

Like a candle

Like our love was so

Fragile

That 

That is all it took

I miss you with every piece of my shattered

Heart

With every second you aren't here

With every

Lonely

Broken

Brittle

Tear 

That falls down my 

Grief stricken face

And  I know 

That you will never read this

But all I ever wanted you to see

Is that I loved you then

I love you now

And I will never 

Ever stop loving you

I will never

Ever

Stop

And I will never stop missing you

Until the day 

I am next to you

And then I will never let you go

Not even for a moment

Because I love you

And I should have loved you

Sooner

Yours Truly,

Joyce

(A/N: Hellooo my wonderful readers! I know I'm posting early today haha- I am also going to update again today because I have the time and I have other material pre-written! Thanks so much for the support as well!  My other story is on a roll and as soon as I'm finished 'Yours Truly', 'Can You Still Hear Me' will be available for reading on Wattpad! As for my Elmax story, I'm yet to start writing but I have some great ideas from some of my fantastic readers so thank you! It will be up soon I promise xx Stay totally tubular and I will see in the next one! (Which is very soon XD)

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